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ruohan's tired..
yesterday went out with huey eng to collect o level cert then to town. we arranged to meet at 12.30pm at the usual bus stop outside our sec school. but cos i was too absorbed to chatting with my friend online, i only went to bathe at about 11.30am. then by the time i prepared finish, it was already 12pm. i rushed down to the bus stop and took the bus to woodlands interchange. when i reached the interchange, i realised i forgot to bring my IC. i thought IC must be brought so i called home to tell my mum bring down for me. luckily huey eng told me presenting a ez link is enough le. so i called home in time to stop my mum from coming down. then i waited for 965 which always takes a very long time to arrive. by the time i boarded the bus, it was already 12.30pm. diaos~ saw aishah & coreen on bus. chatted with coreen, found out about how guides has been.. hmm.. guides is like terrible now.. diaos~ shan't elaborate on it.
finally reached school then huey eng complained she waited for a very long time. sorry sorry. bleahhs. then we went inside the general office and received our o level cert. mr row saw us, recognised us but he purposely said "ehs, who are these 2 person?" then he began laughing. mr row is still as cheerful as always. ((:
then we went to northpoint kfc to have our lunch. we chatted about how our lives have been & stuffs. then we walked around northpoint for a while as huey eng wanted to buy something for her teacher. then we took the train to somerset mrt station. alighted and went to cineleisure, then to heeren, then to far east & back to cineleisure. hahas. we're crazy people. the whole shopping trip ended at about. 6.30pm then we took the train back home. on the train, huey eng took out her chinese story book to read which reminded me i still haven't borrow a chinese storybook for my book review. =\ so i went to the library. took quite a long time ( as usual ) to choose a few nice books. then i went home & slacked around. hahas. somehow, this has been how my life has been the past few days. shopping, eating, sleeping, slacking, reading comics & storybooks. what a jc student life i'm having ahs? lols. i bet i'll fail my promos & end up in poly. somehow, i don't really care anymore.
“i can only bury those words i yearn to say deep in my heart, because i only want you to be happy, i know it will be hard and i'll be unhappy.. but i'm willing to do anything.." somehow this line of lyrics of sly's song's suo yi describes my feelings now. if you wanted to know how the chinese lyrics is like, look at my msn nick. it has been so obvious i'm losing hold of him.. even my friends can see from my msn nick & approached me to ask me what has happened but somehow he never askes.. he never seems to know something has gone wrong.. germ told me he may be avoiding but from the way he chatted with me.. it doesn't seem so.. it has been weeks since i really talk to him.. i miss him so much.. does he know..? does he miss me..? i dont have the heart to tell him how i feel cos i dont wanna hurt him seeing how hardworking he has been for me recently.. but.. i'm really getting tired.. again.. i thought the situation will be better after his exams.. but it wasn't.. i don't know what to do anymore.. can someone enlighten me..?
yours truly ;