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very nice, ok, lets start it,
i was only meaning to type how i felt,
but since there are responses to what i typed,
i shall respond back,
lets lay everything right out.
and i'm not holding back at all.

first of all,
sheena, so what makes u stop talking to me in the first place?
i know it is not cos of some friends issue you were upset over,
it should be some issue with me.
"You bossiness scares everyone away. You're always right, the ideas you gave are always perfect. You're competitive and diedie want to be a perfectionist when you know you're not one. You refuse to hear what others have to say, and when you do, instead of encouraging, you gave negative feedbacks. You claimed you did some extra things for the group, but extra doesnt always equates to helpful"
got this from her blog,
is it cos of this reason then u stopped talking to me?
if it is, what did i do to make u or maybe everyone in the clique think that im bossy, competitive, diedie want to be a perfectionist when i know i'm not one, refuse to hear what others have to say, and when i do, i gave negative feedbacks and the extra things i did for all of you were useless?
explain please.

i know i'm a bad tempered person,
and i seldom do hold back my temper,
saying some very wrong stuff,
making all of you upset,
i know i'm such person.
did i really make all of you upset until like that?
if i did, it will be really nice if any of you can just approach me directly and tell me everything bad about me,
i will definitely listen,
i will rather any of you tell me about it,
than i have to know it through her.

second,
shi han, want me to name out what you did?
gladly! (:

"What experience do you have with me?! I seriously cant remember. It's okay to tell the rest how "fake" i am in your blog entry, if you even have things to write about. I bet you dont, that's why you cant even post anything about me the previous time."
LOL! YOU'RE WRONG, I'VE ALOT OF THINGS ABOUT U TO POST ABOUT. it's just that i didnt want to start a war that is why i didnt mention those things. but since u started it, i will gladly respond. omg, u lost ur bet! LOL!

NUMBER 1 : remember our last clinic at SPOC? u approached me in my room to tell me choose some patients. i don't mind it at all, cos i have no patient at that point, and if there are alot of patients, of cos i won't mind taking one. at first i chose the aftercare patient, in the end cos pin jing need this quota, i didnt mind giving her the patient. but after that, you pushed to me another patient telling me to check that patient. at that point of time, i thought, i really thought u have a next patient, and you are just helping the counter distribute patient. cos i already had much more than enough patient, i voiced out that i already had enough patient. u answered that u have too, that is when i realized u had no next patient. then when both of us were standing there, thinking of what to do, u didn't even bother to ask me if i'm willing to take the patient, u know what u just did? u just pushed the GE form to me and said, "iya, u check the patient la" then u just WALKED AWAY, not giving me a chance to say anything. and everyone, u know what happened? i went to check the patient list for the day and guess what i see? this patient is UR PATIENT shihan, u pushed ur patient to me just cos u didnt want to check anymore patient, just cos u have had enough patient. HEY, MIND U, i've had enough patient too, what makes u think u have the right to push ur patient to me just cos u dont want to check anymore patient? and everyone, u know what? cos the patient came really late, and cos of her selfishness, i was one of the latest to leave clinic, and cos u push ur patient to me, u were one of the EARLIEST to leave clinic. u know if u have told me nicely at that time, instead of just pushing UR PATIENT to me and walked off like that, i might have just taken the patient.

NUMBER 2: i know i don't deserve to go Bangkok, i know i could go in the end cos someone decided not to go then i was allowed to go. i already felt very bad about it and even asked Mr Sim about it. and thanks for adding oil to the fire. everyone, know what shihan did? she went to clinic one day, and she actually asked cheryl, "cheryl! why u dont want to go Bangkok? cos u don't want to go, now ruohan can go u know!" LOL. shihan, i know u hate me, thanks for saying that, appreciated.

u want to know why i will say that u're fake through this 2 examples? cos u can say bad things about me behind my back, pushing ur patient to me thinking that im so nice to be bullied and thought i wont mind cos u still act like u're a very nice person, and that u didnt dislike me when u did since i dont know when. to think that i used to thought u're a very nice person! omg, i was definitely cheated by ur fakeness.

"To me, you're just one self-centred person who only thinks about you, yourself maybe your hair your looks aiya basically everything that's stuck to your body. When others refuse to talk or acknowlege you, you feel they're being mean." "She thinks her friends are all dumb and are blinded by my actions."
LOL!!!!! i cant help but burst out laughing when i read this! it's so very hilarious. i'm just a self-centred person who only thinks about me myself my hair my looks and basically everything that's stuck on my body? LOL! and from this "Okay weird, i'm not even close to you and seldom even talk to you. In other words, you DON'T even know me well enough how do you know im fake? " , yea since u mention that we're not close until i know u well enough, how do u know im self-centred and i only care about me myself MY HAIR MY LOOKS ( LOL, KEEP LAUGHING AT THIS PLEASE) and basically EVERYTHING THAT IS STUCK ON MY BODY ( LOL, for ur information, nothing is stuck on my body, my hair and my appearance are PARTS of my body, not STUCK on my body. LOLLOLLOLLOL! )

i didnt think that they are mean not to talk to me, not to gossip with me, not to share secrets and laugh with me. i didnt think they are mean at all, all i thought and am thinking is that they just get closer to u, and drift away from me, I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT THEY'RE MEAN, please mind ur words. and i never once thought they are dumb, ohh please, they are all smart and clever people, whom i have been proud to know for the past few years. did u sub-consciously typed out what u were thinking instead? (:

"While others are happily conversing without your presence, you feel you're left out and they're talking bad about you."
LOL! true, i felt that im left out, and so shihan, what makes u think i feel that they are talking bad about me? I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT SO, YET AGAIN. omg, u're very good at assuming things girl. (:

"You're always blogging about how people are mistreating you. How sad & lonesome you are. How much tears you shed. Gosh. Stop it ! Besides gaining sympathy what other skills do you actually have ! You dont earn friends from sympathy. And if you do, that's very sad ruohan, i pity you."
"Because only your dear, acbudd, fatcat and i dont know who (less than 5) answer your question. (which defeats the purpose of asking, cos they claim they love you so much)."
i didnt make friends by gaining sympathy in blogging those stuff girl, i already have friends in the first place. so i dont need a single bit of pity from u, and if i ever do need any pity from anyone, u will not even be the last person i want pity from. LOL.
ohh and for ur info, they are not the only ones who answer "whatever question u think im talking about", who says everyone need to tag in my blog in order to answer? for ur info again, ALOT MORE PEOPLE ANSWERED in like other places. assumption yet again! LOL.

"And btw, who else besides xueting can you hear my gossips from? OKay la, maybe her side kicks shimin + boonchoon."
LOL! i didnt hear those gossips from them girl, there are ALOT MORE OTHER PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE TRUE PERSON U'RE.
want to know what xueting shimin and boonchoon said about u? they said ALOT OF NICE THINGS ABOUT U INSTEAD. shame on u shihan.

"If you're smart enough, you should have realised they are the factory rejects from the clique. I'm not being mean, but they indeed are. We dont need friends who're proud and have to repeatedly remind classmates that she owns a second hand suzuki car even during business presentation. We dont need slow friends who have no sense of urgency and still have the cheek to let a whole group of us wait. We also dont need friends who tries superbly hard to fit into the group and always want to be neutral even though she knows she somehow isnt too neutral. She just doesnt want others to hate her. (The latter is obviously a hypocrite)"
LOL! so what if they are ur so called factory rejects? does it have anything to do with u thinking that they are the one gossiping about u? i see no link here girl. (: and so what if they're again? i can be friends with them what. LOL! no link no link.
LOL. she never once brag that she has a car, she only mentioned about her car as an example during the presentation. more evidence on when she brag about her car?
and so u're telling me slow friends are not needed by people? omg! so u're such a person! u can't accept people who are slower than others! how nice of u shihan! more evidence of why u cant accept slow people : "We dont disappear, just walked away slowly. that shows how slow you ppl are!"ohh wow! there u see, u cant accept people who are slower than others!
ohh, and evidence of why she isn't that neutral? (: who wants people to hate them? do u? (: so u mean u're one hypocrite too!? WOW.
and i see no link AGAIN as in why u pull innocent people into this. mind ur words and stay on topic girl, u're running way out of the topic.

and ohh yea, so what if i'm a crybaby? i'm not ashamed to be one. (: i cried over things worth crying over, not that i'm crying over nothing, that will be insane. and lol! you comment so much on that i'm a crybaby for what? i'm a crybaby ur business is it? i'm a crybaby got disrupt ur life is it? K-PO!

so any reply shihan? (:

to ws: i'm not being a coward, i wanted to voice everything out previously, i didn't cos xueting told me not to make war but peace, and i thought she was right. and i've very solid examples. (:

to sheena: i'm one fierce woman too. (:

yours truly ;

The All American Rejects - Straitjacket Feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

yours truly ;

TO:

EVERYONE

Question:

Who am i to you?

i'm nobody, to everyone, ain't i?
or just, someone insignificant.

yours truly ;

drinking session with dear (:

HELLO!

went fyp meeting today morning.
Mr Ng sounded a little pissed about me losing the taxi driver's contact and about us not really doing anything much about fyp.
so after meeting up with him,
we went to clinic to find the taxi driver's home address, was thinking of going down his house personally to inform him cos if not he will go down ubi for nothing.
told my dad about it,
in the end he told me not to go and he will go down for me.
was so touched,
recently found out that my parents actually did alot of things for my brother and me.

when my dad got down there,
he let me talked on phone with the uncle,
then i heard my dad kept apologizing to the uncle,
felt so bad and yet so glad to my dad.
come to think of it,
who will be there for us when everyone throw us aside?
only family.
must try to love and show more care and concern to my family from now on..

anyways,
we called up all the taxi drivers in school using our own hp to ask them when they want to go down ubi, so everyone's phone outgoing are bursting already.
lol.

after that,
went home slacked awhile..
then met up with dear at clarke quay.
then she went to eat her dinner,
then after that met up with shi min and her friends.
then went in MOS to walk around a while.
shi min and her friends decided to stay at MOS,
then dear and me decided to find some pubs to chill at instead.

so we went in this "Asylum" pub.
the atmosphere was very nice.
we sat down at this sofa,
then the whole pub only got the 2 of us throughout. lol.
ordered this speedy bull set each, containing a vodka shot and a red bull.

that is the vodka red bull mix, with a chess set on the table with this extra hand over there ( belonging to someone ). ;x ;x

then we chatted about some stuff when drinking..
get to know some stuff i didnt know about..
glad she told me..

after that we ordered this "Daisy" jug,
containing Gin, Cranberry juice and i forgot what others. ;x

we just gulped finish everything at 2 gulps. lol.
cos i wanted to rush for the last train.
so total both of us drank around 3 cups each.
wanted to take photo with her de,
but in the end didn't,
only took photos of the drinks.
so was feeling a little giddy-ish while walking to the mrt station.
dear escorted me there then she took cab home. (:

have had a nice time chilling there with her.
hoping for more to come. :D

anyways,
for people who should know who u're,
true, the start was cos of someone, but now it is cos of another person,
all of u decided to choose her over me,
all of u were so blinded by her fake acts.
i didnt come to a conclusion how fake she is only through hearing about her,
i come to this conclusion through the experience i had,
through how she treated me when all of u weren't around.
i don't care if that fake person read this,
she can jolly well come scold me,
i will throw up in her face as a return.

i wish i can tell all of u about how fake she actually is,
but guess i shouldn't.
all i know right now is,
a so long friendship is nothing to all of u compared to a fake few weeks friendship.
who am i to all of you?
i looked at our NUMEROUS photos,
and i'm wondering,
what should i do?
what do all of you want me to do?

yours truly ;

SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD ):

HELLO!

yesterday met up with jun ming, vincent and alice for "Journey to the center of the earth".

was not bad la.
rating: 3.5/5.
didn't find it very exciting,
find it quite nice only.

anyways, i was sort of like occupied when i was watching the movie also,
so maybe that is the reason i didn't really enjoyed it.
first, kamen called me during movie and asked me about this taxi driver i checked for fyp.
he said he cant get through both his hp and home numbers.
then i realized the uncle told me he changed his hp number le.

so i went to my sim card phonebook to find his number.
realized i saved his new number in my other phone's phone memory.
and the phone was spoilt when i came back from bangkok,
it cant even be on,
so i sent it for servicing yesterday and they told me all the datas inside will be lost.
so conclusion : i completely have no ways of contacting the uncle anymore..
and so 2nd conclusion : the uncle will go down ubi cos he is not informed of the change of date and he will call me only then to know that the date has changed.
3rd conclusion : i will be scolded by Mr Ng cos of this..
upon realizing this, my whole mood is totally affected..

then while watching,
i suddenly remembered i hanged the ring i bought from Bangkok on my necklace while eating dinner just now,
and IT DROPPED.
i don't like to lose things de,
my mood can be totally affected for the whole day if i lose something,
although the ring cost like a few cents, but i can only find it in Bangkok! ):
and i love it to the core! ):
my mood was so totally affected,
that my heart and mind were both so occupied with fyp and the ring throughout the movie..
perhaps that is the reason i didnt find it as nice.

now preparing to go school..
dragging..
wondering how bad Mr Ng will scold me..

replies to tags!
xt: i know u're 18 but i'm only 20!!!! i just turned 20 only u said i'm 21 le! ):
fatcat: please buy me rings and more rings if u're going there! ): hmm.. maybe i never see before that is why i will think their living condition very jialat.
peifen: so u're reborning?
kaiwen: haha. it doesnt go to show that people who tag care about me, doesnt mean that someone care just cos they tag my blog what.

yours truly ;

BANGKOK 20th aug-22nd aug! (:

HELLO!

a very late post.
cos i was away to Bangkok from 20th to 22nd, a so-called school trip.
and i realized my tagboard is flooded by my er zi and dear,
dont believe what my dear is saying at all,
she is the real evil person!!

anyways, shall narrate what happened from 20th-22nd, with words and pictures.
going to be a very long post! but read it ok!!

20th woke up at 4.30am prepared myself until 5.30am then my dad fetched me to airport,
dear and michelle were there to send shimin and me off.
took the plane to Bangkok at around 7.40am.
my first time taking a plane. LOL.
was kind of nervous at first,
but in the end realized that it is nothing much.

this is our breakfast on the plane: omelet, sausage, vege, bread and fruits

me & shimin (:

we're greeted by many statues of these when we arrived there

we board the bus when we checked out and my VERY NICE tourguide for the 3 days brought us to this steamboat restaurant called MK to have our lunch.
shimin, aik leng, chanel, mr konda and me sat together for the steamboat.
dont find it very nice except for the roasted duck though, so all of us didnt eat much.
think we used to singapore steamboat le bah.

the restaurant people quite nice!
they even danced to so called welcome us.

mr konda, shimin, me, aik leng and chanel!

we then travelled to the hotel which is called Holiday Inn Bangkok to check in.
the HOTEL VERY NICE!

nice & comfortable beds!

nice & super clean toilet! their shampoo, conditioner, body soap are all RED EARTH DE OK!

nice surroundings!

nice chair!

nice fridge! * although we have to pay if we drink anything they put inside*

nice tabletop with things like pringles, coffee and tea placed there!

zi lian abit in this nice hotel room ;x

after we checked in at the hotel, we have to go have our boring talk.
then the talk ended at around 5+pm.
then they gave us free time.
we went to MBK to walk walk.
found out there not as nice to walk as what the tourguide told us,
then we did express manicure and pedicure there!
add up to only 12+ sg dollars la!
so cheap compared to singapore please!

after we shop finish,
we went to the Suan Nam Night Bazaar to shop!
that place actually quite like singapore bugis street la.
so we bought clothes we have not seen in singapore there.

then after that,
it was already 12.30+am,
so we went back hotel to sleep.
mr konda asked shi min and me whether we want to join there in the morning to go see their 4-face god,
then we thought it will be very magnificant those kind so we agreed.
and we forced ourselves awake at 5.30am to bathe and met them.
in the end mr konda himself overslept la! lol!
then we went with mr ho and those others.
found out we actually saw it before. =/

then we had our second day breakfast back at the hotel. was quite nice! i had omelet made on the spot, sausages, bacon, hash brown and this not nice waffle

then after the breakfast had the most boring talk of the trip, by this hong kong guy.
he practically just read from the slides.

then they brought us to fuji restaurant to have our jap lunch. at first shi min and me ordered sushi set de but in the end most is salmon de so we asked to change and they allowed!

after the lunch, we had our very boring talk again.
then after that we took the bus to Supatra River House for our Thai dinner.
was watching Bangkok on the bus.

there are alot of this kind of roadside stalls at Bangkok

and alot of their buses are actually decorated with drawings of cartoon characters!

there is even this over there, the thing all vehicles have to stop and pay de

this is the biggest buddhist temple over there! and it is really humongous la! stretch a super long stretch.

they even have chinese temple there!

and this is the place our tourguide told us all the stalls sell very nice food, too bad we didnt go there ):

and alot of residents there actually live in this kind of houses, all clamped together de lor, so poor thing ):

our dinner place!

they took us on this boat ride around first,
to look at all their magnificant buildings.
the boat ride was so jerky la!
and we were like so close to the water,
like can fall inside anytime.

a very nice temple

aik leng, chanel, shi han, me, shi min, sze yee, shuhui, fifi and fenni

shimin and me

some river-side house

this is the place where the king all those live, it is like glowing please! wonder if there are gold all over it

us again

and their river is filled with this water plant la!

after the boat ride,
we had our thai dinner.
so funny,
everyone was feeling giddy from the jerky ride then immediately after that have to eat dinner.
shimin was feeling especially unwell,
then she rest a while then ate her dinner.

after dinner, we took some photos in the toilet

then the tourguide brought us to Suan Nam Night Bazaar.
so for us, it is our second time there.
we bought more clothes this time round,
then we even bought the thailand well-known tidbits there to bring back singapore.

this is this temple there

then after that we took this tuk tuk back to the hotel.
mr konda, shi min, fifi and me on one tuk tuk
and fenni, shuhui, shihan and szy on another.
the 2 tuk tuk drivers were DRIVING SO FAST LA.
machiam like rollar coaster ride they said ( i never take before so i dont know ): ).
then the drivers see all of us screaming so they want to compete who drive faster then they speed even more la!
the ride was fun and windy! enjoyed it! (:

this is them on the other tuk tuk

this is fifi shi min and me on ours, mr konda didnt manage to squeeze inside the photo. this photo was taken very abruptly cos the ride was so jerky!

on the third day,
after our morning breakfast at the hotel and our checking out.
we went to another talk.
this talk was MUCH MUCH MUCH more fun.
the speaker is from singapore and he made the session very nice!
it is a talk about customer service.

then after the talk,
the tourguide put us at MBK,
but we didnt want to walk there anymore,
so we took a cab to platinum!
there much nicer to walk!
ALOT OF SHOPS LOR!
but shimin and i only managed to like walk one part of the first floor? ):
too little time given le la!! ):

after that we need to go back singapore le ):
the 3 days 2 night trip was too short! ):
i want to walk platinum more! ):
i want all the shopping minus away all the tears i had during the trip..

saw this at the duty free shopping at thai airport

we took photos with mr konda!
this is me and him!

shi min and him!

then me, shimin and fenni!

and this is what i had for dinner on the plane. chicken fried rice, bread, fruits, this milk thing, orange juice and BARCADI MIXED WITH SPRITE! (: i think the air stedwardness put in too much barcadi la. drink finish a little giddy, dont know is caused by the flight or the drink. lol.

they gave all of us this flower when we reached singapore

i then bought Chivas ( for me), red wine ( for my parents) and carlsberg ( for my dad) at the duty free alcohol shop.
wanted someone to help me buy Vodka de,
but they just suddenly disappear.

then after that i took cab back home.
spent so much on the trip!
my dad gave me 150 sg still not enough,
i changed another 40 sg there.
then spent another 1oo on alcohol,
then 31 on cab!
OMG! broke already!
cannot go retail therapy in singapore le.

kind of miss the trip.. ):
miss the shopping..
the tour guide..
the hotel..
teared during the trip when i saw some stuff..
my heart was aching whenever i saw those..
sighhs..

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anyways, yesterday went to work.
SOMETHING HILARIOUS HAPPENED LA!
there was this colgate event held at cwp.
then there was this 2 person who wore the cartoon character costumes walking around giving balloons.
then one of them walked past the shop, then saw me,
then the person handed out one balloon want to give me ( see the picture below ), i was like stunned. LOL.
i was wondering whether i looked like some kid in formal wear.
then after that another walked past and the person waved to me.
then Don jiu said, " sure is 2 guys inside the costumes then they see u pretty give u de"
LOL!!!!! ok, i rather believe is this rather than i look like some kid. ;x HAHAHAHA.

replies to tags!
fatcat: i never receive ur sms leh! i swear! as for the call, i got reply u back in msn mah.. wah, the language exactly the same?
peifen: ): so u mean u maybe dont want to rebond le ah? sad! ):
kw: haha, i dont think anyone bothers.
qingyu & xt: LOL! eh eh eh! my blog become u 2 de chatting board le ah? LOL!
xt: I'M NOT EVIL AT ALL! I WHERE GOT CHASE U AND WHACK U! I ONLY THREATEN ONLY! ;x AND I WHERE GOT 21!!! I'M ONLY 20!! MAKE ME OLDER!! SEE! U'RE THE EVIL ONE!

yours truly ;