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.Sunday, July 24, 2005 ' 7:11 PM Y

found it somewhere. find it nice and true. read it. (:

Find a guy...

that makes you smile.
that makes you feel secured.
that makes you feel he only needs you and nothing else.
that makes you feel his life evolves around you and only you.
that gave up his loves and bad habits cos you didnt like it.
who tells you he dont know why, but he just want to stop your tears.
who tells you nothing else matters, except ur smile.who tells you he will do anything, as long as you continue smiling.
who tells you he can give up anything for you, as long as you ask.
who tells you promises arent meant to be broken, because people dont think before making, and he know he can keep them, because he thought through it hard.
who wants to send you home even though he is alrdy in his home town, and there is no last bus, and he will have to spend 20 bucks on cab back home later.
who wants to send you home, in exhange for your smile.
who dont mind travelling far distances to pick you up from school, just so you'd reach home safely.
who looks at you when you sleep.
who hugs you so tight you cant breathe.
who runs from the bus stop all the way to ur place after you forgive him.
who made a monkey face, asked his sibling to capture it, and send it to you, just so you'd smile.
who wore ur jacket, to make himself look retard, just so you'd smile.
who knows what you are thinking even when you dont tell him.
who lies to his dad so as to spend the night with you at the beach.
who tries not to fall asleep and talk to you, even when he is dead tired.
who talks to you online the whole night, cos you're bored, even though he has school the next day.
who plays online game with you cos you want to.
who wants to spend every special occassion with you.
who looks for you without you asking him, cos he just wants to see you bad.
who smses you all the time, telling you things.
who stood by you, listen to ur probs.who cheer you up when you were down.
who give you the courage to stand up all over again.

yours truly ;

.Friday, July 22, 2005 ' 8:40 PM Y

my most happy and memorable birthday!! ((:

today is 22th july, my birthday! ((: i got up in the morning, prepared for surprises germs said i would receive today. got down 190, jolene started pulling me all the way to school saying she wanted to go locker as fast as possible to put down her stuff. i was already suspecting if there was going to be something happening cos it was kinda strange. hahas. then kai ying's "good excuse" reassured me there was something going on. when we reached school, germ & jeff were standing at the entrance of the school. germ was hiding something at her back & when i stretched to look at it, i saw a bouquet of sunflowers!! one of my favourite flowers! germ then gave them to me & told me that it was only the first present. after school, at 4, there will be more. hahas. wee~ sunflowers!! ((: i could see everyone's eyes on the flowers when i was walking around the school with the flowers. hahas.

at gp lesson, jolynn, jessica, tammie, xiao li and joyce gave me a necklace from perlini's silver! i had wanted a silver necklace all along! ((; thankiew! then at ct lesson, the whole class sang happy birthday song for me! thankiew everyone~ ((:

then after school, as usual, every friday, go to lot 1 foodcourt together with the class. ((: then dear reached not long after then i walked around with him. took LRT go around too. hahas. nothing better to do ma. then reaching 4, we took 975 back to school. when we got down the bus, we sat down at the bus stop waiting for germ and jessica as i saw them taking my presents walking to school. hahas. then we saw jolene, she kept tried to run away then was chasing her around. hahas. then me & dear sat down. & then.. i was flipping through my bag, realised my wallet is gone! panicked then asked dear was it with him. he answered no & then i panicked more! my ic, ez link and money are all in it!! especially ic~ so expensive!! then i called the bus office and reported loss. luckily they found it after a while and told me to collect it anytime i want.

then cos jo refused to leave the bus stop, dear and me walked to school to find germ and friends. then at the canteen, there was me, germ, jie ying & kai ying. the present was eeyore!! ((: then there was a eeyore cake as well! wee~ eeyore~~ then they told me to wait for jo to come. i was wondering what they've got up in their minds again. hahas. then after that jo came back, beside her was someone i missed so much!! shu fen~~~ wee~~ she has changed sooooo much & she is so pretty now. i kept going "omg omg omg". hahas. fen gave me a friendship feng lin! very nice! thankiew fen! ((: then, they lighted the candles, sang birthday song for me then i made my wish & then blown the cake. dear and me did the first cut of the cake together!

then jie ying cut the rest of the cake for us. she gave me, dear & fen super big ones. then when i was halfway through my piece, jie ying said she has got something for me then she went to her samuel there and then, i didnt know what she was taking. when she was walking back with jo, she hid it at her back. then she came behind me told me to close my eyes then when i peek, i saw a piece of cake!! i wanted to siam it but in the end still got it on my face. then after that i pretended to want to take my piece back and smashed some of it on her face!! hahas! then the whole group of us except fen and dear were playing catching to smash each other's faces. lols! then after all the running and stuff, everyone parted ways. dear pei me go bukit panjang interchange to take back my wallet then went home le. he gave me a super huggable pooh bear! ((: he said he wanted to buy a big eeyore but it got bought off by the person in front of him. nevermind. i like pooh too! ((:

my cousin gave me a musicbox playing the song "lao shu ai da mi" aka "mice love rice". lols! very nice as well~

this is really the happiest and most memorable birthday i ever had! thankiew my friends and dear! i love all of u! ((:

yours truly ;

.Monday, July 18, 2005 ' 5:30 PM Y

today's happenings. ((:

today was slacking all the way in school. hahas. first lessson chem tutorial. the moment germ & me saw ms toh, we burst out laughing. hahas. cos we got to know alot of her secrets le!! heehee. secrets others wont know. lols. *wink wink* x: then after that went for econs lecture. this lecture dont know go for what. dont even understand a single thing ms felicity yeo was teaching. the LT darn cold too. *brrrr* then after that, the last half hour of the lecture, was trying to stay awake. hahas. then after that at first should have half hour GP de but cos it's only half hour, there is no point having lesson so mr a cancelled the lesson. so we have break from 11 to 2! ((:

germ & me went to canteen to look for the others since we have nothing better to do. we saw jolynn & gang so joined them. then germ started complaining she was hungry again. x: then we bought ice cream! ice cream on such a cold day! we were indeed crazy. hahas. then we joined back jolynn & gang. then tammie started talking about this friend of hers who goes around sleeping with guys. >.<~ lols. then we started talking about s** le. lols! gossip about some of the people we know who goes around sleeping with guys. hahas. jc students are just so open up to gossip about such stuff. heehee. anyway, thinking about s**, i wonder why people nowadays dont mind giving their virginity away before marriage, i just cant accept this. what i want is to save my virginity for my future husband~ (:

then after this gossiping session, we went to the hall to join the class guys. shi rong was playing the piano while the others are playing dai dee. i love dai dee alot de so i ran up the stage & watched them play. at first, tian long kept losing while shawn kept winning then after that tian long began to start winning while shawn began to start losing le. hahas. then after that we went for listening. slacked in the class till 3pm then the listening started. >.<~ most people were pigging all the way to 3. the listening was alright narr only 1 qn dont know answer is a or d.

i dont know why but every month there will be a period of time when i will feel very down & for this month, this is the period of time. have been feeling real down since yesterday. dont know why. >.<~ my birthday on fri, hopefully that day, i'll feel better by the surprises germ & gang has prepared for me ba. ((:

that's all for today. hahas.

yours truly ;

.Saturday, July 09, 2005 ' 9:57 PM Y

update.

since i've nothing better to do now, i shall blog. lols. hmm.. what should i blog on? since germ wants me to blog on chalet ( although it's so long ago le ), i shall blog on it. hahas. first day, went to econs lecture first. everyone wanted to wear the class jersey to school then to chalet together but the stupid jersey supplier kept give stupid excuses as to why our jerseys are not really yet, although he promised the jersey will be really very fast. can u believe it? we still havent receive our jerseys now which is like almost 2 months already? >.<~ damn the jersey supplier. okies. back to chalet updating. then after lecture, we went on our separate ways first. i went to germ's house with her to take some stuffs while the others went to lot 1. then after that we met up to go chalet. we waited for germ's mum at pasir ris to sign in for us then went to chalet.

then the day consists of playing pool & walking around. then we went to the famous haunted red house at night. we saw 3 guys standing at the gate of the red house. apparently, they are about to explore the red house. we waited for them to come out to hear how was the red house. they came out, told us the red house got nothing special, just some ancient stuffs, the red house even contains air-con. >.<~ then cos no girls wanted to pei me go in, i cant go in cos the yin yang wont be balanced. >.<~ then siong chye, henry & tian long went in, they came out say inside nothing de. then after that, we went to the beach for a while then went back le. then we chatted & drank vodkas & everyone waited for their turns to bathe. second day, early morning have to go back school take class photos all cos of mrs tay. >.<~ but the class photos turn out very very nice. (: love them! (:

then after that, germ, vion, lay jun and me went lot 1 while the others went home to rest for a while, germ called her friend who is above 18 down to help us buy vodkas and to rent vcds. we bought vodkas then after that went to rent vcds. then we bid goodbye to her friend and boarded the train. met dear on the train cos he was joining us for the chalet. then we went back to chalet. everyone including dear except for vion took a nap. then while we were sleeping, the guys arrived. then everyone stopped sleeping le. then at night, dear and me felt bored so we went to the beach for a walk. then i slept most of the night. then morning woke up accompanied dear to bus stop then not long after booked out then i met dear to watch initial d. initial d rawks! (: i love jay~

actually for the chalet, i enjoyed the first day, but second day, although there is dear but i didnt really enjoy it cos somehow i feel that dear wasnt really welcomed by the guys except for shi rong who kept playing dai dee with us. (:

okies. finished updating of the chalet le. now.. to my daily life. actually.. i didnt really enjoy being in pj.. i feel that i didnt really have much close friends like in sec school.. then cos i also dont like the "no life" life there.. so.. i dont really enjoy school.. ): hais. dont know.

today met up with germ, jolynn & her boyfriend, joyce, xiao li, jessica, shi rong & jing yi to watch war of the worlds. met up with germ first to walk around then we went to find jolynn, joyce, tammie (who went off after that cos she watched war of the worlds le) and jing yi at the library. then we went to have lunch at yoshinoya then bought some stuffs for the movie from mos burger. when we went up to the cinema, realised it was already 2.20. we then waited for shi rong who was coming from jurong for his piano lesson then we went in the cinema. the show had already started but nevermind, we just missed a little of it. war of the worlds is a nice show except for the ending. hahas. then after the show, everyone went home le.

my wish list is updated. argh. wants to buy so many things but no money. >.<~ arghh!!

recently.. i kept seeing moths, almost everyday, and they are all of the same patterns de. eeeks. eerie. cos they say ur dead relatives will come back as moths to visit u. that means recently my relatives kept visiting me norr. lols.

okies. enough of the update le. sian le x: ciaoz~

yours truly ;