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fridays are nice! (:
HELLO!today went school then 1-3pm had our mathematical puzzles & games gems.
jian xiong presented for our group presentations,
then i stood there pressing for him the slides,
so i was observing everyone while he was presenting.
this was the first gems i had that everyone totally just don't bother about people who are presenting,
they will just continue talking,
& if they find some people's presentation too long and boring,
they will just start complaining out loud.
luckily, when jian xiong presenting, everyone was quite behaved.
then i saw our lecturer kept nodding head. :D :D
everyone left after the presentations are all done,
so we were dismissed around 1 hour earlier.
went to see the bazaar at fc2,
i bought this tube dress from one of the stall,
can't resist the temptations ah. :x
after that we went to sit down and chit chat,
then michelle and pin jing joined us next,
so there is fenni, shuhui, jian xiong, michelle, pin jing and me!
after that we went to Mr Sim's lesson,
jian xiong presented again. :x
for his group's case study.
so today i went school just to see presentations. :x
am loving friday! hahaha.
after school went to my shop passed to them the form they told me to fill up,
then told Edward i next week onwards holidays,
so he can schedule more days for me,
but he like hesitate ah,
cos they have enough people in the shop on most days,
so i think in the end my days will still be as per normal.
sadded. ):
can't earn more money!
tomorrow my er zi coming to let me do GE and Contact lens fitting on him!
my er zi so nice! (: (:
then after clinic, staying behind to be ann's patient.
then after that, going novena square 2 to take my skirt and dress.
shuhui-hui and fenni-ni asked about steamboat today after reading my blog. :x
we dated each other for our steamboat at bugis during holidays!
our usual steamboat hangout! :x
michelle they all maybe joining us too!
i can't wait for holidays!!
eat shop eat shop! :x
sadded again.
no one bothers to tag except for pei fen and shuhui-hui. ):
yours truly ;
i'm friendless ):
HELLO!today's clinic was irritating. ):
my first patient was ok, did a paediatrics's GE on a 10 year old girl,
very cooperative.
my second patient. zzz.
follow up de.
came in complaining her eyes had been aching alone with her head.
so have to rule out glaucoma,
did slit lamp and opthalmoscope,
everything normal,
so did visual field on her.
in the end the printer got problem cannot print out results!!!
restart the humphrey machine, in the end cant find her results,
although i already saved it!! ):
cos of this problem,
in the end i only dismissed from clinic at 3pm for a am clinic? >.<
so in the end my grade for first patient was ok,
second patient was a disaster.
after clinic, so late already,
& no one accompanying me,
so decided not to go novena square 2 le..
but i have to go this sat ah!!
to collect my skirt and dress,
anyone can accompany me? ):
& i have been having the urge to eat sakae sushi buffet too,
anyone can accompany me eat too? ):
i went to sakae sushi webbie to find out what place got teatime, lunch, dinner & supper buffet, but somehow the webbie never write? >.<
so anyone can find out for me?
& i feel like eating our bugis steamboat also!
girls, can we go eat soon?? :x
i miss my steamboats stuff,
& MY FRIED BUNS & SOURPLUM JUICE ESPECIALLY!
& i want to watch made of honour,
anyone can accompany me watch? ):
& i want to cut my hair,
becoming bush already,
anyone can accompany me go cut? ):
& no one wants to tag except for peifen,
i dont want reply tag le. ):
i sound so hmm,
friendless. ):
yours truly ;
yesterday was a bad day..
HELLO!yesterday went for opthalmic dispensing lab from 8-11am,
then walked to mrt station together with fenni and pin jing.
then took train together with pin jing.
took the escalator up,
& guess what is the first thing i saw?
jm's bitch number 1,
which signified yesterday would be a bad day already.
she was without surprise,
hanging out with her flings.
luckily,
i'm used to walking to the other end of the platform with fenni as usual already,
so pin jing and i walked to the other end,
faraway from her.
& luckily she went to imm instead of her usual hangout cwp where i'm working at.
or else if she pass by my shop while shopping,
i will probably have bad luck throughout working.
then reached work at 12pm.
was kinda busy towards the end of the day. ):
it was like 8 already,
when i was looking forward to going home at 9.20,
then 2 customers came in,
helped both of them made specs.
after they went out the shop,
it was like 8.30pm already,
then i was writing the receipt halfway when Don told me a first-timer want to learn how to wear contact lenses.
i looked at her and realized it was my customer on sunday,
which i told her to come at 8pm to learn,
in the end she came at 8.30pm!!!
she took a longgggg time to learn how to insert the lenses,
after insertion, she took a longggg time again to even remove the lenses.
people took a long time to learn to insert i can understand,
but removal so easy she also need to take so long!! ):
anyways,
after teaching her insertion & removal, wearing schedule, care and maintainence blah blah,
i checked her fit.
after i finished teaching her and stuff,
it was already 9.35pm. ):
& my tooth was aching me since 8+. ):
see what a bad day i had yesterday.
so i went home and took my medicines immediately after work.
anyways,
didn't mention how i get my medicines.
cos i always went dental last time for my toothache de,
so the clinic near my house have my long records le. :x
so i told my mum to go help me get the medicines i used to take last time whenever i visit the dentist.
im so dependent on medicines. ):
cos after eating the medicines really won't pain for quite a few hours mah..
scared next time i immune to them then i toothache cannot calm down by these medicines anymore..
today after Ms Sarah Lim's lesson from 8-10am,
having morning clinic,
will probably end around 1+ 2+pm,
when my clinician is Ms Dorothy Ng,
unless my patient cancel appointment la. :x
thinking of calling the shop at novena square 2 after school to ask if my skirt alter finish le mah,
then maybe want go down take,
since i have nothing on after school.
last minute again,
so dont know can ask who accompany me. ):
replies to tags!
shuhui: i also feel like spraying that in my mouth.. ):
sebastz: rolling on the bed is good when u feel comfortable, but it is not good when u feel unwell and u're trying to fall asleep but it fails.
peifen: i heard from some people it will be till early july. faster go work!! then we go shopping! :x
yours truly ;
toothache..
HELLO!am having toothache. ):
this problem has been tagging me for a few years le.
it happens either when i'm too stressed, didn't sleep much or ate too heaty stuff.
this time round,
i'm not stressed,
so i guessed it is a combination of didn't sleep much and ate too heaty stuff.
so pain.. ): ):
really hate toothache.
toothache is the most painful out of everything le.
headache, stomachache, cramps or whatever else,
is nothing compared to toothache.
it makes u don't have appetite to eat,
don't have mood to do anything,
other than lying down the whole day,
rolling around on ur bed.
and the ache is always there.. ):
today didn't go school, wanted to go out de,
in the end cos of this stupid toothache,
don't even have the mood to go out le.
):
replies to tags!
kaiwen: ohh, thanks.
MS: is it min shi?? have been ok, how about u??
shuhui: yesyes! thanks so much for ur nice presentation slides! (:
peifen: how come no pay? haha. when does GSS end already ah?
yours truly ;
work work.
HELLO!! ;Dam back home from work.
don't know why, today seems like a longgggg day.
i thought i was like 6+ already and when i looked at my watch,
it was only 3+!
maybe today is cos i went to work with a heavy heart bah.
i was scared Kelly or Pei Sung ( thought she got work ) will like stare at me or scold me.
so i was kind of quiet since i reached the shop till around afternoon.
then after that began talking le.
chatted alot today.
with Candy, Sabiah and Andrew.
so who is Andrew?
haha.
another complete promoter,
who might be reading what i wrote right now. lol.
i think is he heard about my blog stuff so he was curious to know what i wrote?
eh btw, if you're reading,
MY EYES ARE BIGGER THAN YOURS LA. :x :x :x
anyways,
today didn't really work hard. ;x
only helped Cap Op earned around $200+,
while others in the shop helped much more.
am feeling tired now..
dreading tomorrow..
cos tomorrow got clinic and presentation..
sighhs..
replies to tags!
peifen: no la. GSS where got ending soon, it just started only.
glitter: does it seem like im talking about u? lol. u recently where got promise me to do some stuff?
chris: yepyep!! i'm a great low price finder. :x so next time want to buy many things with little money, go shopping with me. :x
yours truly ;
yesterday after my lunch with shimin they all,
didn't eat anything till now.
well,
i went shopping alone,
how to expect me to eat dinner alone right.
but somehow,
although i'm having gastric now,
i still don't have appetite to eat my breakfast.
i woke up earlier today cos shuhui told me she would have finished editing my script by yesterday,
then she told me to write my script down in hardcopy before i go work,
but i think she still havent finish editing bah,
cos i dont receive any edited script in my email.
nevermind,
will come online after work to see whether got or not bah.
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sometimes i really couldn't understand how irresponsible some people * dont misunderstand it to be shuhui, it is not la, lol* is.
they are supposed to do something they promised they would do,
in the end,
they just anyhow do it,
in a way it is totally unacceptable,
and when u told them to change it,
they just don't bother.
sighs.
it's not that i don't like that person,
i like that person alot,
but don't be so irresponsible please.
u are making other people suffer as a result..
yours truly ;
today's events..
today i performed GE on my parents,both my parents got starting of cataract formation already & my mum has risk of acute angle closure glaucoma..
omg,
was so worried while i was doing their GE, especially when checking my mum..
i'm so going to monitor my parents please. ):
after school,
went to eat lunch with shimin, michelle, jia long and yun chong.
jia long treated all of us to drinks!
he is such a nice friend. haha.
cos i tried to find people to go with me to do my facial at novena too last min,
in the end no one can or bother to *aimed at a jerk* accompany me,
so i went alone..
did my facial..
then after my facial,
i went shopping alone.. ):
at first was feeling really lonely,
but i feel more and more peaceful after a while le..
then i actually enjoyed shopping myself in the end. lol.
when im in a bad mood, i will tend to either stuff myself with food,
or go on a wild shopping spree.
& this time, it was the latter.
i bought like 3 tops, 1 skirt and 2 dresses. omg.
spent a total of $150+.
my attachment allowance now all gone le.
now need to wait for my part time pay to come in..
i should stop spending money sia!
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I WANT U TOTALLY OUT OF MY LIFE.
i can't be bothered to delete stupid tags.
replies to tags!
leong: ok! thanks kor! u take care also & i miss ya too!!
peifen: yea, one fine day, the one fine day must be soon ok!! yesyes! very true indeed!
hueyeng: HELLO!! i miss u!! can we go out soon???
yours truly ;
so true..
boy meets girl,girl trusted boy.
promises were made,
never to leave her alone,
in every where she goes,
there will be him.
beautiful love story?
some says in every start of a relationship,
it will be very sweet,
boy told girl,
it will be sweet through out.
but,
time changes all,
soon in girl’s heart
she could never rely on guy,
for he stopped listening and caring.
eventually,
she just gave up on loving him..
quoted this from peifen's blog!
edited the end.
so so true..
won't reply tags until i find that there are enough. :x
yours truly ;
(: & ):
thanks for all the concern friends,really appreciate it. :D
i want my tagboard to be full of tags like this everyday can?
anyways..
alot of people tell me to just ignore them and continue working..
cos i'm working for myself,
for my own pay,
not working to please them.
although it is hard to continue working when people are constantly staring at me and gossiping about me behind my back,
i will try ok?
but if i really cannot stand it,
i will just quit bah..
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anyways,
yesterday's clinic all the patients cancelled appointments,
so Ms Ng told us to check on each other.
so i conducted general eye examination (GE) on Xue Ting.
in the end, cos Xue Ting is an easy patient and somemore is my friend,
Ms Ng told me to do Howell Phoria Card and AC/A on her,
i was like panicking please,
i totally forgot le la.
but nice Xue Ting gave me lots of hints throughout the whole GE,
really helped me alot,
really thank her so so much lor!
my parents will be coming down to let me conduct GE on them this sat.
i asked them to come down,
cos they never do a eye checkup before,
then my dad is a cab driver,
constantly exposed to uv light,
so i quite concerned about their eyes conditions ah.
they agreed since it will be FOC for people i referred myself,
and they can help me meet my quota.
ohh yea friends!
31st may, sat, i have no patient yet!
anyone want come down let me check!
help me la!!
that day i want do as many patient as i can!
will be FOC.
tell me ok!
have been feeling very very down recently,
just so so down,
but i'm always telling myself,
this is for the best,
don't think so much,
be persistent.
replies to tags!
sebastz: lol. u say until like u very wei da to be willing to come my blog tag. haha. ok la, thanks for tagging ok. will tag urs too soon.
kaiwen: dont even understand why people change blog add dont come here zzz me ok. wth.
peifen: yesyes! we meet up soon ok! didn't go shopping with u before, one day we will ok? (:
fiona: thanks! :D
shadex: haha. but it will be very hard to heck care when they are like working in the same shop as you and will be inside with u from morning to night.
glitter: yea, i also don't understand why she is so affected by just that. hmm.. i don't know, i just feel that she will want to read more into my blog.
yours truly ;
explanation..
friends,for those who expressed their concerns, thanks alot..
for those who are wondering why i suddenly closed my blog for a night then changed to a new add..
i will explain now..
yesterday i went to work in a bad mood,
cos i was feeling down that after so many days i didn't go school,
today i have to come back to school again..
the first half of my day there was still ok,
although i kept feeling down.
but i didn't express it to the staff in my shop,
i still sounded enthusiastic to them..
then halfway through this customer came in,
asked for soflens daily disposible, then asked me to teach him how to wear,
i don't know why i didn't conduct K on him first to check his eye shape to see whether he fits SLDD or not,
i just went to take the lenses out to place on table first.
before i could tell the customer to come let me check his K,
Kelly immediately turned to Candy and whispered something,
i knew she must be talking about me,
so after doing K,
i found out he can wear SLDD,
then finished teaching him le i asked Candy what Kelly said.
Candy told me Kelly thought i'm not doing K,
then she just told her, "wah, how can she don't check his eyes, then like that just take the lenses out want teach him le".
the moment i heard this,
i was even more upset..
was feeling upset till the end of work..
then while walking to interchange with Candy,
she asked me if i update my blog frequently,
i found it strange why she suddenly asked about my blog..
then when i reached home,
i received a sms from her,
she said that she treat me as a sister then she tells me,
she said that time i went to my blog using the shop's com,
forgot to delete the history..
Pei Sung came across my blog..
then she read some entries..
Pei Sung was unhappy about this particular entry..
you all can scroll down and read..
the one i wrote about her telling me the Thomson manager very strange but i still find him ok de..
she said next time she cannot anyhow say things in front of me,
cos i will blog everything out..
but i'm wondering..
is that entry really that bad to her reputation..
not like Cap Op people will know about my blog..
i already closed it off from search engines..
Candy then told me Pei Sung told Kelly and Don about it..
i don't know if they got tell Mr Edward or not la..
but Kelly told Candy about it when i went toilet yesterday..
i immediately realized that Pei Sung today off..
she might have spent her day using com and read my past archives..
especially bad stuff about Kelly..
then she may tell Kelly and Don about those entries today..
after i realized this..
i don't feel like working there anymore..
it's like..
how to work there if everyone knows everything and stare at me whenever i work?
or even come scold me directly..
i told Candy i don't feel like working there anymore..
Candy told me not to think so much,
she said i have the right to blog what i want,
it is my diary anyway,
she said is they themselves come intrude my privacy,
then she told me to continue working and don't care about them..
but how am i supposed to do so..
i'm a human..
i've feelings..
if they stare at me or scold me,
how can i be numb to it..
i made a decision..
decided to work there for a few more days..
at least till 1st june,
the schedule Edward planned for me till now..
cos i cannot like that just quit when he planned the schedule for me already..
i must be responsible..
and i work this few more days see the way they treat me,
then i will know whether Pei Sung got read my other entries or not le..
i feel so bad..
cos Edward already printed out the new part-time staff timesheets and written my name on most of them already..
i won't feel good either staying on or quitting..
what should i do......
i really did enjoyed working there....
till yesterday.
i'm feeling very down now..
can i receive some consolation..
yours truly ;
bad mood! ):
HELLO!i was in a very good mood yesterday,
don't know why today wake up then start having bad mood already.. ):
i think is partly cos i'm still feeling tired then later have to go work,
& tomorrow have to go back school again.. ):
& i think of clinic i jiu sian..
if i kena Mr Sean Lee i don't mind la,
but Ms Dorothy Ng will freak people out.. ):
anyways,
yesterday around evening i went down to my shop to pass to my manager the timesheet for my reliefing at Thomson Plaza,
cos he will be giving in my timesheets for the past few times i have worked.
Jenny promised us if we handed in all our past timesheets by yesterday,
we will get our pay by the end of this month,
she better meant what she said,
or else i will be very upset.
they have been owing my pay since 6th april please,
& today is like 21st may already.
then i went to buy those nutritious product for my mum,
& stock up on my pampering face stuff.
spent so much money! omg.
i'm such a shopaholic.
then cos i really didn't feel like going home,
& the staff pass Pei Fen passed to me are expiring end of this month,
i can't think of anyone else to accompany me,
i think i practically sms everyone i could think of to go out with me yesterday,
but no one wants..
i asked my cousin Fang at the last minute.
she agreed since she don't have to pay for it,
& since she is on her way home from work.
cos the staff pass is for Eng Wah cinema de,
we went to Westmall to watch movie!
finally watched my What Happens In Vegas acted by Cameron Diaz & Ashton Kutcher!
it was nice! :Drating: 4/5.
we bought snacks and i treated my cousin bubbletea inside the cinema,
cos i didn't eat my lunch,
and both of us were feeling hungry cos it's 7+ le and we will be eating dinner only when we reach home after the movie.
then after the movie,
we went to shop around Westmall a while then went home le.
i want to watch Made Of Honour!!
& i really feel like making a specs for myself,
have been thinking of making one since i started attaching at Cap Op,
then AC also thought of making,
made me even feel like making cos he is a hyperope (long sightedness) like me.
actually i do need specs you know.
i'm long sighted while most of you are short sighted,
meaning actually i still can see quite well at far,
only sometimes when i'm too tired i will have slight blur vision,
then my eyes will get easily strained when i do too much near work,
so i should make a specs in case my eyes get too strained but i still need to do near work.
& sometimes wearing specs is fun,
a new look mah. ;x
so when i earn enough money,
i want to make a nice specs! :D :D :D
& don't mistaken my long-sightedness as presbyopia ( lao hua ),
IT IS NOT OK,
so many people thought i meant it,
i'm not so old! ( although i will get it probably 20 years down the road ).
later have to work..
tired.. ):
tomorrow have school and clinic.. HAIS..
& i'm very upset.
seems like only Chris and Sebastz bother to tag..
replies to tags!
chris: yesyes! if all of my readers tag, i will be much much much happier! cos like that i will feel that people are concerned and are reading my blog. well, they can at least acknowledge that they have read my blog mah..
sebastz: reply to #1: haha yea, have 3. reply to #2: actually $500+ for a Prada shades is reasonable, you should have been more shocked about someone spending $949 on a spects for Oakley frame+transition lenses.
yours truly ;
Thomson Plaza Capitol! :D :D :D
HELLO! :D :D :Dfor all the people who read my blog but refused to tag,
you should know today i went to relief at Thomson Plaza Capitol.
Thomson Plaza Capitol is so so so high class,
they not only sell the usual Oakley, RayBan, Fila, Versus, Versace, Celine, Furla Police, Armani and such,
they even sell Gucci, Prada and Porsche,
and all the sunglasses are placed in high class displays,
was so fascinated. ;x
took photos of the shop and myself. :x
zi lian again. hahahaha.
from outside the shop look inside, HIGH CLASS RIGHT!
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from inside the shop look outside, see that big Oakley showcase? cwp de so small compared to this please.
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zi lian camwhoring session started. :x
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at first i was scared of working there as Pei Sung told me that the manager there Edward Woo sometimes quite strange de,
but when i reached there,
the first thing i was greeted with is a wide smile from him. (:
he is actually a very nice person la.
then today i thought got another relief staff other than me de,
in the end the whole big shop only me and him looked after.
Edward even went to buy bread and coffee for me for lunch even though i didn't want to eat lunch,
he is so so nice.
then at night he told me he suddenly remember got one store there the sugar roll very nice,
he wanted to go buy for me but sold out le,
appreciated his kindness so much!
i don't mind travelling there to relief again someday. :D
the customers there are ALL RICH PEOPLE please.
my first receipt,
guess how much?
$949!!!!!!
Oakley frame+transitions lenses.
rich isn't it!
today i helped Capitol earned around $1.5k.
well, expected, cos all the people there really rich!
and one person just walked in and bought a Prada shades which costs like $500+?
OMG!
i want to be this rich please.
Edward closed the shop at 9.15pm,
15 mins earlier,
then he told me if next time got chance come relief again,
then told me on the way home must be careful cos there very ulu,
he is so nice again!!
anyways,
i went to take 167 at the bus stop,
alighted near Chong Pang,
then took 858 to woodlands interchange,
then took bus home,
i reached home at around 10.15pm,
one hour journey,
still ok leh!
cos all the buses came quite fast actually.
today am feeling contented again! (:
i'm loving work again! :D
TAG PEOPLE!
or you want me to be sad? ):
but when i reached there,
the first thing i was greeted with is a wide smile from him. (:
he is actually a very nice person la.
then today i thought got another relief staff other than me de,
in the end the whole big shop only me and him looked after.
Edward even went to buy bread and coffee for me for lunch even though i didn't want to eat lunch,
he is so so nice.
then at night he told me he suddenly remember got one store there the sugar roll very nice,
he wanted to go buy for me but sold out le,
appreciated his kindness so much!
i don't mind travelling there to relief again someday. :D
the customers there are ALL RICH PEOPLE please.
my first receipt,
guess how much?
$949!!!!!!
Oakley frame+transitions lenses.
rich isn't it!
today i helped Capitol earned around $1.5k.
well, expected, cos all the people there really rich!
and one person just walked in and bought a Prada shades which costs like $500+?
OMG!
i want to be this rich please.
Edward closed the shop at 9.15pm,
15 mins earlier,
then he told me if next time got chance come relief again,
then told me on the way home must be careful cos there very ulu,
he is so nice again!!
anyways,
i went to take 167 at the bus stop,
alighted near Chong Pang,
then took 858 to woodlands interchange,
then took bus home,
i reached home at around 10.15pm,
one hour journey,
still ok leh!
cos all the buses came quite fast actually.
today am feeling contented again! (:
i'm loving work again! :D
TAG PEOPLE!
or you want me to be sad? ):
yours truly ;
contented! :D
HELLO!am feeling quite contented. (:
yesterday's work was BUSY but satisfactory,
i helped capitol earned 1.3k++ alone yesterday,
not counting the amount of solutions i sold,
i made 3 spects, 1 costing $600 cos it's a progressives,
then made 2 contact lenses deal. :D
if only i can earn this amount in one day. :x
Jenny called me while i was working,
then she asked me if i'm free to work at Thomson Plaza today,
cos they are having shortage of staff today.
since i've nothing great on today,
although my cousin asked me if want to go shopping,
but i told her about it le,
then she is ok with it,
so i agreed. (:
then today is public holiday,
so i will be earning 1.5 times more per hour,
which is $15 per hour. :D :D :D
i'm actually quite familiar with that area,
cos i used to go there quite often during secondary school.
cos jie ying sis lives around that area,
and i used to stayover at her house often. (:
so i know how to go there even though that place very ulu.
double confirmed with jie ying about going there.
what makes me even happier is that cos today is public holiday,
so my dad will go work later,
and so he will be going work around the time i need to go Thomson Plaza if i take a car/cab,
so my dad will be driving me there! :D :D :D
i will be working from 10.30am-9.30pm.
although i have to take a long journey back home alone in that ulu ulu place,
take bus from there to yishun interchange then maybe take train back to woodlands then take bus home,
will take me 1 hour++ bah,
i still want to work. (:
yesterday pei fen and chin rui kor came to find me.
kor passed me the souvenir he bought for me when he went for his NS india training.
it is a stand which reads, " sister, as the years pass, i have come to realise how wonderful it is to have shared my life with my sister. treasured ties of love, the bond that holds us together".
tadah! so beautiful please!
i'm so so so touched. (:
and this is so so true.
we've been kor and mei since the start of my sec 2?
till now got..
around 7 years le bah,
omg, the longest kor i ever have.
we went through lots of ups and downs together,
i really treated him as a real blood ties brother already. :D
really appreciate having a nice kor like him,
and i want this kor like forever. (:
i want to thank pei fen for giving me her eng wah staff pass also! (:
my kor and pei fen are such nice people,
really glad to have them in my life,
i want them to be in my life forever please! :D
the staff pass allows 2 free movie tickets to eng wah cinema,
which are either sun plaza, jubilee, toa payoh, westmall or suntec,
and i want to use it to watch what happens in vegas,
till now still haven't watch. ):
so anyone wants to pei me go watch?
i want to watch!! ):
tomorrow??
tell me if u want kaes!
today won't be wearing my coloured lenses to work bah,
cos after wearing yesterday,
my eyes still pain,
wear too long hours le i think. ):
i lovelove my kor and pei fen! :D
replies to tags!
sebastz: eh eh! my counter is true de ok! i've like 3 counters in my blog, all same countings. demanding customers are so scary. ):
chris: yesyes.. you're so true, the heart do always speaks louder than the mind, and i hate it. ):
yours truly ;
a letter to my heart..
Dear Ruo Han's heart,start moving on. Stop being stagnant on this very same spot, this very hurting relationship. What is the use of you holding yourself back for someone who is no longer worth it? Is it really worth it for you to expose yourself to all the hurting things he does over and over again?
One girl is already enough to affect and hurt you deeply. He claims that there is nothing between him and her, but why is he always defending her instead of you?
Another girl has appeared to affect you right now, how much more girls do you need to see him flirting with to let you really give up on this relationship? He claims he is only helping his cousin to woo her, but what is with his enthusiasm to go as early as possible to woodlands to see whether he will see her there with his cousin? What is worse is that it is a place you always requested him to come for you, that he showed no interest in and a place that he will not go there early.
Ruo Han's heart, please move on. I will rather you stay single than keeping yourself vulnerable to all the hurting things he does. Is he in any way willing to change for you when you voiced out how hurt you are by all his flirtatious doings? He is obviously not willing to, he even nagged and scolded you for thinking too much.
Love yourself more, Ruo Han's heart, move on..
Love,
Ruo Han's mind
replies to tags!
waichien: i don't think they will go off anytime soon.. ):
shihan: i was very demoralized the moment i read her older files. ): don't know why i so suay always kena so difficult patients..
sebastz: but i don't see as much tags as the amount of people visiting my blog. ): haha. i don't need such demanding customers, i will go crazy if i always meet one.
chris: haha. choy! she is now under the care of a eye doctor, hope she won't go blind!
yours truly ;
bad bad mood.. ):
HELLO!wanted to blog the past few days but nobody bothers to tag so didn't have the motivation to blog.
today i'm in quite a bad mood,
got no other place or person to let me confide in,
so shall confide in my blog.
today had clinic morning shift.
don't understand why i always either get the ok patients or the most difficult patients anyone can get.
i did an ARMD patient before,
then today kena a patient who has early diabetic retinopathy, cortical cataract, nuclear sclerosis, early ARMD and a possible retinal tear surgery before.
i almost vomitted blood doing her ret and refraction alone.
cortical cataract and nuclear sclerosis,
what else can it be other than pupils which are half blocked and bad reaction to refraction.
i spent 1 hour+ alone on this 2 please.
then in the end,
Ms Ng just did the opthalmoscope and slit lamp herself,
and tell me to look out for things she has seen.
that is all.
in the end she still only deem the patient as half easy half difficult,
and i don't have to mention about my grade u all also should know bah.
then she took 1 hour+ to grade and assess me please.
she asked me alot of difficult questions which i have no answer to,
and so of cos in the end she deduct more marks with her questions,
she is such a hard-to-impress clinician.. ): ):
bad bad mood..
then still got scolded harshly by someone after all this bad stuff.
i'm not in any mood to do anything right now.
):
yours truly ;
life's tiring!
HELLO!yesterday was working,
us usual la,
nothing much.
i think the attachment allowance won't change le,
cos Mr Chris Ng actually knows about it,
he just didn't tell us.
hais,
he should have told us mah,
like that we won't be so disappointed now.
then my part time pay also haven't come la!
wah lao!
am so so so so so disappointed with the way Capitol handles part time staff,
i know we are not their full-timers la,
but at least we still work there right,
still serve customers for them right,
how can a rich company like them,
who even owns 50% of the lasik centre delay our pay till like that.
i don't expect anything much from Capitol anymore,
disappointing.
today had clinic in the morning,
was west coast counter AGAIN,
i'm like so fated to be counter there,
somemore west coast not much patients de,
i think continue like that my GE quota cannot reach le sia.
must pull in friends to let me do their GE le.
SO FRIENDS WHO READ MY BLOG!
COME FIND ME IF U WANT FREE EYE CHECKS OK? :D
then after clinic,
we went to have lunch then took cab back to sp.
then have Mr Boey's and Ms Lek's lessons respectively after that.
i'm so tired that i fell asleep during Mr Boey's lesson..
zzz~
replies to tags!
peifen: :D :D :D
glitter: feeling better as in? lol. provided u want to travel to eunos too! if u want i dont mind, then we can go and do together! (:
waichien: yesyes! i do want too! come to singapore! ):
yours truly ;
shopping & facial with shuhui-hui! :D
HELLO!today went novena shopping with shuhui-hui after clinic cos don't feel like going home.
we went to walk around novena velocity first.
saw some really beautiful but yet expensive hair-ties. ):
lol. i'm like thinking of buying them even though now my hair is short.
please grow long faster! ):
then we went to walk around novena square 2 for a while.
saw 1 formal skirt from some shop & 1 blazer from cotton-on i really like!
i think once i get my pay i want go back novena square 2 buy ah!
hope still got! ):
i also want to find nice short sleeve white formal top!
anyone who sees nice one in blogshop or any shopping centres must tell me kaes?
then i suddenly remembered the jean yip school qian was studying in last time.
then i went there to do normal facial before, only $10 please!
& they do it nicely. :D
so i brought it up to shuhui-hui and she was interested.
i thought it was at novena square so we went around finding it,
in the end found out it is at united square. >.<
so we walked to united square,
then went into the jean yip school and did our normal facial! (:
wah, i really hate extracting blackheads,
cos i always will cry de.
then tears kept flowing down just now please,
so pai seh. ;x
they told us the school moving to eunos soon le. ):
so sad please!
if next time i want do cheap facial,
must find one really free day to go all the way to eunos to do le. ):
must go one day again before they move!
then after the facial,
we went novena square 2 walk around somemore,
we each bought each-a-cup to drink. :D
after that we set home le. have had a nice day shopping with shuhui-hui!
thanks for accompanying me my girl! (:
replies to tags!
chris: hais. i'm also tired of being tired already.. sometimes really hope for a long break. ):
peifen: sorry for not being able to meet u and my kor today! i will take the staff pass from him soon! thanks so much girl! LOVES. :D
sebastz: i thought i linked u already?
yours truly ;
hating it..
HELLO!didn't manage to blog yesterday.
was quite upset yesterday though..
cos i was scheduled into room 8 yesterday which is the fast track room,
supposed to do all the follow-ups for patients who come back and supposed to check all the walk-ins.
i did 2 visual field follow up, was writing my management already,
then after writing can let Ms Fei Tang sign already la!
then this sp student came in when all of us are packing up le la!
he made a spects in sp then collected it last week,
he came in complaining that he cannot see well when he drives at night with this spects.
so i have to do refraction on him,
then after i finished,
Ms Fei Tang still did a long refraction on him to decide what to do.
in the end i went home at 6 after her grading and everything.. ):
the clinic was like empty le la..
only Nora and me left..
Nora also so poor thing, cos she can't leave unless i leave le..
so i faster packed up then can let her leave earlier.
then after that went to cwp to pass to Don the orientation paper,
ask him help me pass to Edward today cos he yesterday off.
hope can get back the $48,
if not all my effort is wasted..
i'm still feeling sick.
the flu is better now,
but the cough is still as bad.. ):
hais..
i'm starting to hate my busy life..
i've no time to rest at all..
replies to tags!
peifen: then is it possible for u to help me get 2 tickets de? cos i watch alone no point ah..
shuhui: trying hard to. ): you take care too ah! you're sick too!
sebastz: haha. i don't wear spects, the contact lenses are coloured and no degree de.
yours truly ;
feel sooooooooooooo sick! ):
HELLO!just reached home!
am feeling VERY SICK now.
i sat in the shop till around evening my eyes start to feel very pain le,
today wore 15 hours+ of contact lenses,
my eyes were showing me bad signs,
reached home immediately took out,
but now still pain. ):
today fell asleep in shop also cos my body is reacting to my sickness,
it is showing me signs that it needs rest.
everyone in my shop said i very strong,
sneeze and cough till like that still can work.
even had slight fever.
then they told me to rest more,
then helped me serve most customers.
feel so so so weak now. ):
anyways,
capitol are like cheating us please.
say what $440 is per month then cos we worked from 10march to 5 april so must deduct off those days de allowance.
WAH LAO!
it is like totally different from what they told us, what was written in SAS and what is written on our orientation paper la.
& they can tell us is miscommunication.
what nonsense is that.
my manager told me to get the orientation paper and give him so that he can help us fight for it.
so tomorrow i will be meeting deirdre to take it.
hope can la!
if tomorrow feeling very unwell,
maybe i ponning first lecture with fenni then just go for clinic only..
replies to tags!
qingyu: lol. u wait long long then i let u see. unless u have the chance to take bus/train with me when i'm uber tired.
shuhui: haha. fenni also super power ah. she worked till now got high fever.
fatcat: lol! u also wait till u have the chance to take bus/train with me when i'm very tired. ;x
yours truly ;
PAI SEH!
HELLO!guess where i'm?
i'm currently in shop working. hahaha.
am too bored so come use com.
just now i so pai seh la!
everyone was sitting on chairs cos no customers then i actually dozed off please.
& for some of my friends who know how i look like when i sit and doze off,
i think u will be LOL now.
Candy and Don saw my ugly position la!
SO PAI SEH!!
then Candy even said she wanted to scare me awake!
omg, haha, so so so pai seh!
replies to tags!
sebastz: :D yea long lost indeed!
peifen: ohh! i want watch what happen in vegas! i must go with u to watch in order to watch with the staff pass right?
chris: hello! of cos i still remember u! haha.
yours truly ;
in school!
HELLO!am currently in school.
just finished doing Mr Danny's Sim journal presentation on friday with Shi Min,
we are doing on Efficacy of Multipurpose Solutions on Acanthamoeba.
while we were doing the presentation,
we found out ours will be long and boring,
so everyone will be bored to death by us. ):
shi min went off le while i'm still slacking in school since i can't use the computer at home.
have been having flu since yesterday.
ate a flu pill yesterday also no use.
somemore i now at library which is like uber cold! ):
ok,
i'm feeling BORED. ):
just called Sabiah, wanted to ask her whether Jenny called back about my pay already or not but Sabiah did not answer. ):
guess i have to go down the shop later and ask.
later maybe starbuck-ing as usual.
replies to tags!
qingyu: thanks for tagging! :D
peifen: u ask me out when u have staff pass la! ;x
sebastz: yea lor. so sad and angry about the pay! u're linked! (:
yours truly ;
PISSED!
HELLO!today i'm damn pissed off.
today had clinic from 9.30-1+pm. had 1 soft lens fit and 1 general eye examination.
both were ok.
after that had business management for optom from 2pm-4+pm.
went to my shop after school to see whether my pay comes le or not.
Don helped me call Jenny ask,
she said already on the way sending to my shop.
so i bought bubbletea for myself, Candy and Sabiah then wait for the dispatch guy.
when he finally came at reaching 6,
& gave me the cheque,
i found out it is only for my attachment allowance,
& guess how much they gave?
$392.68 please!
this is like WTH la.
our attachment pay should be $440 which is like pathetic for a rich optical company already.
AND THEY STILL GAVE LESSER.
i was damn pissed off once i saw the cheque,
so Don helped me call Jenny again.
she at first said maybe deduct to CPF,
then she found out that attachment no CPF de so she said she will help me ask the person who gave the cheque tomorrow cos they already off work.
so tomorrow i'm going down to the shop & found out how is it.
if they don't give me back my $48,
I'M SO GOING TO HAUNT THEM.
wah lao!
they already delayed one month already in the end still gave lesser!
somemore they delayed my part time pay also la!
sheena also very pissed with them for keep delaying!
WAH LAO.
PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED PISSED!
& no one bothers to tag. ):
even my loyal readers.
double ):.
yours truly ;
promoters!
):no one wants to tag then i don't blog le! ):
today had work.
complete sent promoter to my shop work again.
he is the friend of the promoter who came 2 weeks ago.
the first promoter is so shuai!
everyone in my shop were like discussing about him when he worked that time, but he dont really talk to us ah.
today's de was on the other hand, very friendly.
he kept all of us entertained when we were feeling bored. :D
the first promoter studies in np
& today's de studies in sp!
if they are 2 years older,
i don't mind being their gf. HAHAHAHA.
but too bad, they are 2 years younger than me.
ohh my, i sound so despo. ;x
yours truly ;
tags!
wah!i've got 10 tags to reply!
shall change my tagboard back to my previous tagboard cos some friends complaining this tagboard always mia then they cannot tag!
so lan de!
replies to tags! :D
glitter: haha. yea, i'm adopting your nicknames! i don't call myself ruohanny in this blog mah, so no chance to use. not i dont want update, is i can't. ):
shuhui: yesyes! lets go back IMM again! but like when? wah! what karma! you better don't evil do something bad to me. ;x
qingyu: lol. blog more think less very difficult, i think alot de. er zi so smart! knows why i can't blog!
sebastz: wah! long time no see! how have u been! put ur link again! the tagboard not working!
fatcat: lol! i slap away the tagboard later. ;x
yours truly ;
sorry for not blogging for days!
well, brother is on leave from ns these few days & so of cos the com is fully booked by him.
haha.
i shall blog about maddie's bbq party! :D
we celebrated on thursday, 1st may which is labour day so everyone will be free that day.
went to tampines early for coffee then after that met up with shuhui-hui and fenni-ni.
after that wait for sheena and jansen to drive us to Giant.
met up with szy at Giant then we did our groceries shopping.
after buying everything,
jansen drove us to szy's house there for her to take her camera.
i shall not post pictures we took on the car,
cos i was ugly in everyone of them. ;x
we then went to jansen's house!
his house 3 floors! so big la! envy envy! haha.
then yi zhong was already there waiting for everyone.
we then prepared for the bbq while yi zhong and shuhui-hui were like ignoring us cos of they were too absorbed in playing jansen's wii.
this is the salad sheena-na, szy and me prepared!
we placed all the raw food like chickens, sausages, satays, crabmeats and potatoes and then the otahs, the fruit punch and the salad on the table in jansen's house's pouch.
after preparing everything,we have some cam-whoring session. hahaha.
shall place some presentable photos here. ;x
then while yi zhong and shuhui-hui were busy playing jansen's wii,maddie then arrived!
then our bbq session finally started!
some pictures during the bbq. (:
the bbq pit with some sausages, chickens and otahs on it! jansen passing the ready potatoes to yi zhong with sheena looking!
shuhui eating her favourite! HAHAHA. beg me to remove. ;x
szy eating grape!
jansen eating potato!
us girls!
the gays! ;x they willingly posed for us de ok!
the cooked food!
maddie's presents were then given to her! can reveal what we bought for her le. haha.
maddie's pressies!
group photo! yi zhong photographer. look at jansen in both. lol! 
we then individually took photos with maddie!
then the whole group of girls took photos with her!
group photos!
we then individually took photos with maddie!
then the whole group of girls took photos with her!
group photos!
zz!!
finally updated finish!
finished just now le then blogger had problem!
it is like 12.17am now!
finally updated finish!
finished just now le then blogger had problem!
it is like 12.17am now!
yours truly ;