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HELLO!sadded. ):
no one bothers to tag. ):
continue like that, i no motivation to blog le..
shall blog about today.
today school was from 8-10am.
then after school,
we got nothing better to do so we went library to try to do something for our gems' presentation,
played around with pictures and animations. haha.
then after that fenni, shuhui and me were told to go buy presents for maddie,
so we decided on IMM.
took train to jurong east then waited for the very late shuttle bus.
then we went into one shop and was inside for so long and we finally decided on 2 stuff then bought them for her. :D
after that we went to the foodcourt to eat our yong tau foo. (:
can't help it, we 3 very hungry. ):
then we went walk around for a bit then waited for the ever late shuttle bus again.
then when we were inside the bus,
cos of this stupid "jam" cos of one bus,
we waited for very long for the bus to travel.
we then saw amanda at the platform and found out we were not the only late ones.
met eileen at dover mrt station then we walked to the LT together to attend Dr Wilfred Scott Tang's talk. lol.
talk about our course's degree de la.
then after that Ms Dorothy Ng said she need to talk to all of us who didnt go for the myopia talk last wednesday.
in the end, we were told that we need to come back to SPOC one day to do some free labour cos of this.
well, what can i do right.
my working schedule was planned like 1 month before the talk?
how to don't go work like that,
the shop not enough people what,
then i suddenly like that don't go,
later they say i irresponsible then sack me then where i earn money?
bahhh..
nevermind lor, just come back do free labour lor.
tomorrow meeting fenni-ni, shuhui-hui, sheena-na, ann, jansen, alvin and yi zhong first to prepare for maddie's birthday celebration.
fenni-ni, shuhui-hui and me will be wearing same top but different colours! :DDDD
then will meet maddie after the preparation! :D
hope it will be a very fun day for all of us, especially for our maddie. (:
yesterday was her birthday!
shall wish her again here.
happy belated birthday maddie! :D :D :D
yours truly ;
late. ):
HELLO!surprised to see me blog 2 times/day? haha.
today Mr Boey was on MC so our 2-4pm Business Management for Optometry lesson was cancelled so Ms Lek's lesson was pushed forward to 2.30pm-3.30pm so we can go off earlier. :D
however, my mood is not really good today.
today morning i went to take bus at the same time i do every monday.
when i reached the bus stop, i waited from 9.25am to 9.45am for the stupid 9.30am bus.
the people at the bus stop was flooding also la.
& in the end, 2 buses came at 9.45pm ok. wah lao!
i really feel like calling SMRT to complain about their bad service please!
wah lao! at first i thought only SBS not good, in the end SMRT also!
ALL BUS SERVICES, PLEASE CARRY OUT SOME IMPROVEMENT!
so in the end no matter how fast i tried to walk to clinic, i was still 5 mins late.
i was praying i won't get demerit points but,
fenni told me Mr Raymond was saying he feels very bad he always have to be the bad person to give demerit points to late comers and have to write a 5000 words or dont know what essay as well.
when i heard this,
i was depressed please.
so i was expecting Mr Raymond to come into my room to tell me about it.
so was down the whole clinic session.
today brought ret and opt to school for nothing again,
i'm doing lens fitting again.
1 RGP and 1 soft lens fits.
today's checks were ok la,
didn't let my mood affect the checks.
Mr Raymond didn't come to find me in the end,
but i scared is he forgot to tell me only.
*pray hard that he is kind today and decided not to give me.* ):
& i think singapore is like dying from global warming.
the weather this few days is unbearably HOT.
yours truly ;
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HELLO!sorry for not updating, not i don't want to update, is cos when i woke up in the morning, i need to prepare for school, when i came home in the evening or night, my brother is using the com already.
i really need a com/lappy for myself! ):
buy me a macbook air someone! ):
life has been as packed as usual.
studies work studies work.
yesterday's work was tiring, as expected, cos sunday is the day where all families go shopping.
saw a lot of cute children passing by the shop! haha.
saw 2 old transsexuals also. lol.
sometimes working in the shop can really let you see interesting stuff.
but this wednesday i not working,
cos have some talk by the deputy director of optometry to attend in school.
then thought of working on tuesday but they have enough people in the shop on tuesday.
but nevermind la,
give myself 1 day break,
i seriously need rest! ):
have to prepare for school soon.. ):
9.30am have to reach school for clinic till 2pm,
then 2pm-5pm have business management for optometry lectures and tutorials.
hais.
life is getting unmeaningful..
replies to tags!
fatcat: why? you got keep work very hard for ns ah?
qingyu: really! send me the 2 songs leh. i only have fall for you and goodbye by him. wah, my er zi got notice when i got blog de! so touched! ;D
glitter: yea lor. not like you hor. ;x i think i can only buy a guess wallet with that money. lol! u la! guess guess guess maniac. lol.
peifen: thanks for tagging! (: no time to update. ): but now got le! haha.
yours truly ;
shopping with fang! :D
HELLO! :D :D :Dtoday after school went shopping with my cousin!
met her 6pm at bugis control station.
then went to eat pastamania!
i ate creamy chicken and she ate chicken bolognese!
then we ate till left around 1/4 we exchanged. lol.
:D
then after eating,we went straight to bugis street.
i bought totally out of budget today!
bought 2 tops, 1 bag, 1 pair of earrings and 1 pair of shoes,
only wanted to buy 1 top, 1 bag and bangles at first.
didn't buy my bangles cos no money le.
couldn't resist the shoes cos i think it looks lovely!
total amount burnt was however not too much for the quantities of items i bought, $68.70 only. hahaha.
i'm a good finder for sales items. ;x
walked the whole of bugis street 1st and 2nd floor till every shop also walked le.
then my cousin bought a pair of shoes, a top and a pair of earrings.
her total amount burnt was $31.10 only!
however, i owe my cousin $24. ):
see how poor i'm?
give me my pay please!!
then after bugis street,
went to bugis junction walk walk a few shops.
didn't buy anything cos both of our wallets were left with like a few cents?
then we went to sit down at the cinema there chit chat a while.
after that we went home le.
took train to raffles place then change to marina bay cos like that will have seats back to woodlands.
took a few photos at the mrt station.
shall post a few presentable ones. ;x
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am wearing 1 day acuvue define vivid, the brown enlarge eyes de,nice nice? :D
have had a nice day shopping wiht my cousin today!
been long since i last shopped with her! (: (:
yours truly ;
SHOPPING!!
HELLO!finally feeling much refreshed after sleeping from 11+pm yesterday till 9.45am today.
although i still feel a little tired,
but at least i'm feeling much better! :D
later have school from 1pm to 5pm.
mathematical games and puzzles gems from 1-3pm then Mr Sim's contact lens clinical practice 1 from 3pm-5pm.
gems very slack de,
then today Mr Sim's lesson got some bausch and lomb talk so very slack also!
if the talk is borrrring, can sleep also. ;x
so today will be a slacking day! :D :D :D
after school will most probably be going bugis shopping with my cousin!
she wants to find shoes and earrings,
i want to find a top i have been eyeing on, a bag and bangles!
so looking forward to it!
so long never go shopping le! (:
but i'm so broke now,
maybe have to borrow money from my cousin to buy first. >.<
give me my pay leh!
why attachment allowance need to drag till so late then give!
then my part time pay need to wait till end of month then can get. ):
i need mo00neh! ):
replies to tags!
sheena: yea i do have those stars thingy, but a little only, so maybe let u thought is ants. haha.
glitter: haha. the stars very strange de, only sometimes will appear. yea lor. i find shu huihui sounds so nice so i also use. ;x
shuhui: haha it is ok la. only hope he won't mind then get upset and embarrassed. cos he treats everyone he knows well good de mah. so u don't misunderstand also.
peifen: lol. thanks for tagging! tag more often! :D
yours truly ;
secondhand serenade.
today have school from 8am to 5pm.have optometry retail operations lesson from 8am-10am.
the LT was freezing,
came out of the LT and found out it was raining.
sheena and me were saying it is so funny we always bring cardigan on days which are not that cold & never bring on days which are freezing.
then at 10am i went to library with shuhui and fenni to search for journals each of us have to present in the coming weeks.
entered the library,
could feel even more coldness. ):
found a few books then sat down to search for journals.
i was shivering throughout please.
then AC and his clique just nice came to the floor we were at.
asked him whether he got jacket can lend or not,
cos was really freezing already.
he borrowed me his big big jacket.
was feeling much better after i worn it.
returned him when he need to leave.
thanks budd! :D
after we left the library,
fenni and sheena left for west coast optometry centre,
then shuhui and me went to fc2 for lunch.
ann came to find us to return me my measuring tape.
then she walked us to optometry centre. (:
did contact lens delivery again today.
please give me more general eye examination patients!
i already fulfilled the quota for delivery le la!
then xue ting was my second patient! :D :D :D
fitted freshlook colorblends dailies on her and was optimal. (:
so ordered lenses for her.
stayed back after clinic for around 1 hour just to let Ms Tang grade us.
shu hui accompanied me to wait although her clinician is Ms Chiang not Ms Tang. :D
then after i graded finish, shu hui walked me to mrt station then i went home le.
thanks shu hui hui! (:
the train was packed packed packed.
being squeezed like a prata la!
when most of the people alighted at cck, finally have more space to stand,
but still no place to sit.
like during work,
i can stand and almost fall asleep please. >.< reached home around 7pm, collapsed on the sofa watched tv till around 7.30pm then went to bathe. i need a longggggggggg break..
you always thought that i was stronger, i may have failed, but i have loved you from the start.
yours truly ;
EXHAUSTED.
I'M EXHAUSTED.i really am..
today woke up at 6am to prepare for 8am opthalmic dispensing lab.
lesson from 8-10am.
then went to work.
at first was feeling ok.
then during afternoon,
really feel tired.
i can be standing and falling asleep please.
so you can imagine me standing up to serve the customer coming into the shop,
then my eyes just auto closed themselves.
so i have to force my eyes open. >.<
this is how tired i'm.
i'm dying from exhaustion.
handling studies and work at the same time ain't that easy afterall..
replies to tags!
glitter: i think i need to take back what i said. i'm so occupied that i'm exhausted.
wai chien: ok! tag often!! ;D will link you soon! i miss daughter! can't wait to see you again!
yours truly ;
heavy heart..
):this is going to be an emo entry.
have been feeling pretty down recently.
i don't know why,
just feel very tight in my heart.
although nothing bad is happening to me,
i feel like everything bad is happening to me.
woke up everyday with a heavy heart,
went to school everyday with a heavy heart,
came home everyday with a heavy heart.
i just feel like something is missing,
something is not right.
although me and him are quite good now,
somehow, i don't know,
something is holding me back from being back with him.
something is telling me,
is there a point..?
although we seems ok right now,
something just feels strange to me,
just feel so not right to me..
school & work ain't helping much either.
they made me more exhausted.
everyday go school then wednesday & sunday go work,
it feels like i don't have much time for myself,
for me to do some thinking,
for me to do shopping,
for me to just sit or lie there relaxing.
i think i need a break.
i need rest..
from..
EVERYTHING..
yours truly ;
TIREDDDDD!
HELLO!haven't been blogging much nowadays, anyone misses my blog? :D
if no one does, then maybe i don't blog anymore le. ):
haven't been blogging cos i have been so so so busy nowadays.
finally realized the difficulty of handling studies and work at the same time,
it's so tiring, i never feel that i have enough sleep,
& so lack of free time for other stuff,
like my shopping and cabal. ):
monday to sunday completely pack please..
how to find free time..
although i feel like having more free time,
but i can't give up on my money. ;x
i want to earn money money money!
well, i need to pay for my own hp bills,
and my bank is currently empty. ):
school works are building up too..
have presentations, presentations and still presentations. ):
hais..
i'm sooooooooooooo tired.
tag la people!
no one tag i no motivation to blog.
yours truly ;
is there a point at all..
went out after school today,went to cwp,
was supposed to watch forbidden kingdom,
in the end didn't watch,
so went to starbucks sat down and talked.
went home after that.
i just feel that there is no point anymore..
i don't feel like trying anymore..
don't feel like blogging le..
got this from batmaine's blog,
touching.
Take nothing for granted. Second chance hardly comes by.
When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene ten years ago. The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life. It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said: you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we were just married, my wife said: Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn't help doing so. I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.?
I've got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised to do it together with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me. However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.
This was the means of my entertainment. One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry.She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!
That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew. With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again. She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month’s time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember. You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning. I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically. I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don't tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this. I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, it seems not difficult to carry you now. She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.
Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head. Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school. She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy. I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.
She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old.
So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.
yours truly ;
optometry's life..
):didn't get to update cos have been really busy!
yesterday went for the opthalmic dispensing lab,
luckily the lecturer was a nice person,
or else i sure hate this module to the core de,
cos i don't like adjusting spects
& cos of this module made me have to wake up early go school on wednesday then after lab rush to work.
anyways, yesterday after lab went to Capitol Optical worked full shift,
from 11am-9.30pm as usual.
was feeling very tired in the beginning,
so there were so many times i almost fell asleep sitting on the shop's chair la.
then slightly towards late afternoon don't feel very tired le.
i think yesterday was the slackest day out of all my days at Capitol Optical.
then reached home at around 11.45pm cos went out after work.
now for today's update.
today have Business Management for Optom lesson from 8am-10am.
was feeling kind of used to the tiredness already.
then after the lesson slacked all the way till around 1.30pm got clinic.
shuhui's and my patients both didnt come so wanted to do soft lens fitting on her.
when i was doing halfway,
pin jing's second patient came early.
so nora asked one of us to check him since we dont have patients.
so didnt do fitting on shuhui le.
we went to find out who is the patient,
saw that it was quite a young guy,
so thought he would be easy to check,
so i checked him.
brought him to my clinic's room,
although he is only 35 years old,
in the end he told me BOTH OF HIS EYES' POWER WERE >1500.
i went >.< immediately.
tried doing ret on him, nearly fainted.
his corneal reflex were like SUPER DIM please.
couldn't figure out all the movements at all.
gave him 1900 power for both eyes with a little astig.
did refraction, gave him about the same power, although he cant see more than 6/9.
cos thought dont have degree higher than 1900 in clinic le, cos i used phoropter to check him.
in the end Ms Ling came in, then she used trial frame checked him,
found out got 2000 power, so she put 2000 for him,
in the end she decided on this power, but he couldn't see more than 6/9 also what.
zzz.
anyways, refraction took up alot of time obviously. >.<
then Ms Ling told me to do opthalmoscope first.
i looked into his eyes,
OMG,
although i can see his ONH and blood vessels i can't see the distinct margin at all.
since Ms Ling said can use fundus camera if too difficult to see, i conducted it on him.
in the end, WAH!
his ONH WAS SO BIG, that is why i cant find the margin with opthalmoscope,
his SCLERAL CRESENTS WERE VERY BIG TOO.
anyways, he was referred in the end,
shan't say much here,
later i got sued or something. ;x
i didn't really regret checking him la,
cos he is a very nice guy. :D
he is working as an engineer now,
3/4 weeks must go thailand work.
he is very humourous too, joked and made me laughed alot.
although the session was long it was ok la. (:
he even gave me his namecard in the end, i dont know why la. lol.
cos i wont need any engineering stuff right.
and i guessed i dont have to say u all also should know how was my grading for this session in the end la.
hais..... ):
shuhui and me were the latest to leave clinic, we left at 6+pm lor..
tomorrow school from 1pm-5pm, FINALLY CAN SLEEP LONGER LE! :D :D :D
replies to tag!
kaiwen: why cannot. zzz. u want me to reply in tagboard make it very messy meh. zzz.
peifen: this sat? meet go where? u, chin rui kor and me ah? i only can meet in afternoon or early evening i think, cos got school.
ann-marie: but all my results were depressing. ):
yours truly ;
school is irritating..
am in a very bad mood now.. ):today school from 8am-12pm.
school was ok today..
but what upset me was what happened after school.
michelle and i were supposed to meet up with Ms Vivien Chiang after school to grade our yesterday's clinic performance.
waited for Ms Chiang for quite long, cos she forgot today we are meeting her.
then she graded me,
the grades are depressing..
almost fail almost fail for both..
very demoralizing..
then on my way home,
received a sms from fenni saying that tomorrow we have school la!
wednesday was supposed to not have school please! cos we saturday have school.
that stupid module popped up and we have school.
by right, the first 10 people in the register list has pract from 8-10am,
and the next 9 have pract from 10-12pm,
and my register is 12 please!
i received this sms i damn sian please!
not only do they just suddenly pop out with a module and extra day in school, making us have to go back school for 6 days,
they also made me cannot work full shift tomorrow la!
was damn angry.
but fifi helped me asked around for people in the 8-10am to exchange with me,
and jia long was willing to.
so i can have lesson from 8-10am then rush for work which is at 11am.
really need to thank fifi and jia long for helping! very appreciated!
i'm feeling the tiredness already.
last sat last day of attachment,
sunday started working full shift there,
yesterday & today got school,
already feel tired le.
thought tomorrow can sleep later cos my work at 11am,
in the end pop out this stupid thing.
so my monday-sunday will be fully packed every week.
i'm considering whether to ask my manager whether i can work on tuesday after school or not,
since school is from 8-12pm.
so maybe work half shift from 12 or 1pm to 9.30pm?
i want to work!
i want to earn money!
i want to occupy myself fully!
i want to tire myself out so that i can fall asleep immediately when i lie on bed at night!
i want to move on!
ruo han! JIA YOU!
cheer me too kaes friends? ;D
replies to tags!
qingyu: no ok! i alot of days never play cabal already. i never replied is cos i either busy or afk. lol. u think i can box my brother? he so big sized la!
peifen: wah! icic! next time jio me go watch movie! ;x
kaiwen: haha. thanks. appreciated. ;D
yours truly ;
part time!
HELLOOOO!!
today work at Capitol Optical.
glad everyone still greeted me warmly,
cos was scared 1 week never see them le they will drift apart from me. hahaha.
Sabiah told me about a mistake i made during attachment.
cos there was this customer,
she brought her son's glasses and another frame,
asked me to measure her son's glasses power then put into another frame cos her son going ns.
then i used the focimeter wrongly!
i forgot to switch from Right to Left side,
so in the end the power measured was TOTALLY wrong. ):
but i didn't notice it and still sent to the lab.
her son wore for 1 week,
found his vision was not good at all.
so the mum came back yesterday and complaint about me.
Sabiah told her we will send back the spects to the lab to remake the lenses FOC,
but it will be ready on monday.
the mum insisted on taking it today cos her son will be booking in on monday.
so they called the lab and found it possible.
when Sabiah told me she will be coming back today to collect,
i was so scared she will scold me when she sees me la!
so i was feeling down the whole day,
feeling afraid..
but LUCKILY,
i was so occupied at around 4pm,
customers after customers,
when i was doing refraction inside the room,
the husband came to collect.
when i went out of the refraction room,
i saw Sabiah serving a male.
after he left,
she told me he is the husband.
luckily he never come before,
so he won't be able to recognize me and scold me.
everyone in the shop was teasing about how lucky i'm.
cos i made 3 mistakes in the whole of attachment,
2 of the customers were very kind,
they never scold,
the last customer who scolds people came to complain about me when i'm not working. ;x
i myself feel that i'm like so lucky. :D :D :D
qing yu er zi came to collect his contact lenses during evening.
luckily i never order wrong lenses for him ah.
chou er zi!
said wrong lenses previously,
made me feel so guilty. ;x
passed him his lenses and starter kit then he went off to meet his friend le.
he smsed me to complain after he went off.
he said everyone in my shop was giving him that hostile face.
strange.. why ah..
tomorrow start school le.... ): ): ):
from 10am-4pm tomorrow. ):
yours truly ;
falling out of love.
HELLO!psps, one day never blog again. not cos i don't want to blog ah, is cos my brother always at home i cannot use com so cannot blog.
yesterday rot at home till around 3pm went yishun alone to settle some own stuff.
after settling,
went to buy the pedicure stuff and bought a nice shorts from this fashion. :D
after that went home le.
it's nice to go out alone once in a while la. haha.
but not too often please,
cos i will feel very lonely then will cry. lol.
today working full shift at Capitol Optical. (:
i left my water bottle and card for them at the shop for 1 week already,
don't know why i always forgot to take things back home. haha.
today go there take back when working,
hope they never threw them away. lol.
1 week never see the shop staff already,
misses Sabiah and Candy. ):
tomorrow starting school le.. ):
but first week of school got some lessons don't have,
so can go home early on some days.
i still can't figure out the timetable,
cos they write till so confusing can.
working at Cap Op on wednesday and sunday next week,
the days i don't have school.
so my next week will be packed packed packed.
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i'm falling out of love for you..
replies to tags!
peifen: ): i want to watch untraceable badly! wah, u got staff pass de ah, next time got must jio me go out watch movie hor. ;x
shuhui: ok, no problem! lets go shopping again soon! i also want to buy formal stuff!
qingyu: i seldom blog nowadays not cos i always play cabal hor, is cos i cant use the com, either cos i go out or my brother always at home, not cabal ok!
yours truly ;
shopping! :D
HELLO!just reached home!
today went to school at 1+ for post-itp and overseas-itp talk.
finally get to see my girls le, feel so contented. :D
the talk till around 4,
then cos sheena, ann, sze yee and me were not interested in going india for the overseas itp while fenni & shuhui are,
sheena, ann and me went to macs to wait for fenni & shuhui while they were being interviewed cos many people are interested & only 20 can go.
sheena then need to go off meet jansen, so ann & me continued sitting there to wait for them.
they then came & we walked to mrt station together.
fenni & shuhui going bugis to look for shoes & bag,
they asked me to go along since i'm looking for shoes too.
considered while walking to mrt station then finally decided to go too. :D
took train with them & ann alighted at her stop.
we then went to bugis street walked around quite long ah.
fenni & me each bought a pair of shoes. (:
as all of us were tired, especially shuhui,
we went home after that le.
felt contented to meet up with my girls
& went shopping with fenni & shuhui. :D
yours truly ;
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very long never blog le hor, pai seh pai seh. ;xhave been busy~
went out on wednesday then overnight till thursday night then come home.
bought barcadi then mixed with sprite big gulp, drank 2 times in the 2 days.
was ok la, didn't mix alot also.
watched step up 2. ;D
was nice. (:rating: 4/5.
i want to watch untraceable!!! ):
read from pei fen's blog she said it is a little like saw,
& i like saw. hahaha.
i know i'm sick. ;x
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is my passion still around..?
yours truly ;
so shocking la!
yesterday was my first day of part time at Capitol Optical.was reasonably busy la.
taught a first time contact lens wearer insertion and removal and care and maintainance again.
Pei Sung gave me my last week grading and overall grading for the ITP, so lousy. ):
saw a shocking thing.
told my girls about it.
and most of them were shocked except for ann. ;x
shan't blog about it, cos the people involved or their friends may read my blog.
so anyone who wants to know, ask me personally. haha.
today to saturday off, date me out people. (:
and i want to watch step up 2 badly. ):
it is like finishing soon le..
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somehow, i just don't see the point to give my unhealed heart to you again.
nothing you do makes me feel like doing so,
everything you do makes me feel that there is no point.
yours truly ;
last day of attachment!
my thirteenth day and my last day of attachment at Capitol Optical was just over!was so so so so busy la.
been the busiest day out of all my days there.
i have not been sitting down from 11am all the way to 6+pm please.
served finish one customer already, wanted to sit down le then came the next.
jun ming then came at 7+pm.
he asked whether i ate dinner already or not, cos can eat together,
but i already ate, and too much customers cannot go out of shop eat ah.
then he went to eat dinner himself.
then after he went off a while, qing yu er zi came.
he told me since around 2 weeks ago he wants to come my shop buy contact lenses de la,
then till now then he came.
he is like wearing expired lenses too ok!
so i checked his degree again then ordered 2 boxes of soflens 66 toric for him.
warned him not to wear expired lenses anymore. haha.
he need to rush off to town meet his friend so he went off after he ordered.
then jun ming came in le.
sat down chatting with him,
& served customers when there are too much coming in.
then after my shop closed,
we went to starbucks drink coffee.
sat there for quite long then he went home by 969 last bus.
tomorrow starting my part time at Capitol Optical le!
money money! (:
who am i to you..?
yours truly ;
get cheated!! ):
today is my twentieth day at Capitol Optical.today quite busy ah..
then i quite angry today.
cos got this customer, supposedly first-time wearer for contact lenses,
he came in told me he want to try biweekly lenses.
so i did auto-refractometer and refraction on him,
then in the end cos he got quite high astig have to wear toric lenses to see well,
so i recommended acuvue astig for him inside the refraction room before i did refraction,
then i said cos his both side degree different so need 2 boxes.
he said ok,
then when i finished the refraction,
wanted to write the order and receipt form le,
he asked me how much again.
i told him $53x2=$106,
then he said,"HUH! why so expensive?!"
then i replied," i thought i told you the price just now already?"
then he said,"ohh, i never hear properly, i think i go home think first then see want buy or not?"
well, what can i do, just let him go lor,
by right must charge him consultation fee de, but nevermind la, let him be.
zzz.
get cheated! ):
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if you have the heart to visit me,
you would have already done so long ago..
yours truly ;
xu yao ai..
快乐是怎麽飞走我们是怎麽分手
说完了再见以後
会不会就不联络
电视机还没关过
手机顽固的沉默
光线都躲在角落
没有了你的生活
回收车回收问候
贩卖机贩卖寂寞
便利店便利伤口
应该要往哪里走
你说的我都知道
你要我把你忘掉
只是我控制不了
想这样不被需要
如果爱这麽渺小
随便的就能忘掉
为什麽还有心跳
努力的时候眼泪
会掉
快乐是怎麽飞走
我们是怎麽分手
说完了再见以後
会不会就不联络
电视机还没关过
手机顽固的沉默
光线都躲在角落
没有了你的生活
回收车回收问候
贩卖机贩卖寂寞
便利店便利伤口
应该要往哪里走
你说的我都知道
你要我把你忘掉
只是我控制不了
想这样不被需要
如果爱这麽渺小
随便的就能忘掉
为什麽还有心跳
努力的时候眼泪
会掉
你说的我都知道（我都知道）
你要我把你忘掉（把你忘掉）
只是我控制不了（控制不了）
想这样不被需要（不被需要）
如果爱这麽渺小（这么渺小）
随便的就能忘掉（怎能忘掉）
为什麽还有心跳（还有心跳）
努力的时候眼泪
会掉
yours truly ;
part time part time! :D
today is my nineteenth day at Capitol Optical, and my third last day of attachment there,HOWEVER, lol,
it won't be my third last day working there. :D
decided to work part time there le, $10/hour, good money please! (:
Sabiah helped me ask Don whether it is possible for me to work part time there,
then Don said should be can so he helped me asked Mr Edward,
& Mr Edward said, "sure, why not?" :D :D
i'm starting my first part time work there this sunday le.
i told them i can work part time on wednesday and sunday,
cos wednesday opto centre not open mah,
see how Mr Edward want to arrange my schedule lor.
money money! (:
already used to the environment and staff there,
so should be ok working there bah. :D
today fang came to visit me for a while,
cos she working at Civic Centre so shun bian come visit me after her lunch lor.
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you've moved on,
i should start moving on too..
yours truly ;
boring off day again.. ):
yesterday was off day,stayed at home rot the whole day again,
cos no one ask me out. ):
was watching bleach the whole day la.
finally watched till episode 159 le. ;D
caught up with recent episodes le.
then at night AC asked whether want go eat dinner or catch a movie together.
but my mum got cooked my dinner ah, fried chicken wings!!
yummy yummy! i lovelove my mum's cooking the most please!
so i told him i will be eating dinner at home.
then he asked want go cine catch a movie or not.
but it is like 7+ pm already lor,
go till orchard very sian ah.
somemore i want to watch step up 2 then he already watch le,
then also no other movies to watch already.
so told him another day lor.
then at around 11.15pm got this overseas number called my phone,
cos i scared so don't dare answer. lol.
then called 3 times to my phone.
in the end received a sms from this number, guess who is it, lol.
chin rui kor!
he smsed saying, "mei, pick up my call leh. roars! nevermind, i go bathe first, later then call you again".
then i went to lie down on bed at around 11.30pm.
fell asleep then he called again at 12+am.
he asked about how my ex da sao has been and everything.
then asked me to look out for her.
sympathized him alot ah.
he so poor thing, have to go india for ns training then cannot know how she has been and stuff.
&& cos he wants to know how she has been badly,
he don't care although he needs to pay $7/min,
he just call and talk to her, then just call me to ask about her.
he talked around 17mins with me,
omg, 17x7=$119.
you know something,
i really hope my ex da sao will consider him again la.
guys like my kor rarely exist anymore.
----
i can't really tolerate your hot and cold treatment anymore.
& i realized, no matter how much feelings there still are,
there is no point,
because ultimately, she is always an obstacle for me
& ultimately, you can never shake off that horrible addiction to games.
so whichever god exists,
i plead you to let me move on..
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
yours truly ;
april fool!
yesterday was my eighteenth day at Capitol Optical and was april fools' day.i was tricked like thrice please. >.<
first, kaiwen smsed me at midnight telling me his best friend suddenly passed away in ns and he is in a great loss.
cos i also know his best friend de so i was like shocked la.
so i asked him what happened and asked him he better made very sure of it.
then after a few trick sms, he said "april fool! my friend and me purposely set up to tell our friends that we each other is dead".
i was totally thinking, "omg, yea hor, today is april fool, i must not be tricked again".
then i received his sms again in the afternoon saying he won toto $5000 and is thinking of giving me $500.
this time i told him not to fool me again, if it's true, tell me on 2nd april.
then he insisted it is the truth and said until very real la.
so i believed in the end. >.<
he then came to visit me and we had dinner together.
then i asked him whether he really won the $5000 then he laughed out loud saying his friend and him tricked me again.
i went totally >.< please.
then when we were eating dinner,
i received ann marie's sms saying, "hey, if you hate me then tell me la. don't need to gossip behind my back right?"
i was like so shocked and started wondering when did i ever do that.
so i called ann only to be told by her it's an april fool joke and told me to scroll down the sms.
so i scrolled down to see, "coldsweat? lol. it's april fool! :) HAHA!"
zzzzz.
ok, i am like so easily tricked please.
i must prepare myself next year le.
next year on april fool, must keep reminding myself not to get tricked. lol.
today off!
a sudden off. :D
cos Mr Edward asked me why i didn't put off day this week, then i said Pei Sung they all said this week last week then work till saturday only so no off day lor.
then he said can la, then he asked me want today or friday. (:
since i was very tired this few days so i decided to put today off, cos like middle of all my working days. can take a break in between mah.
Mr Edward so nice. :D
yours truly ;
sadded! ):
yesterday was my seventeenth day at Capitol Optical.was boring again, only did 1 refraction.
i already get used to working at optical shop already,
but Pei Sung really upset me de la!
till now, i think i'm the only person who hasn't get 2 As for any week la, sadded.
if only my supervisors are like Sabiah, Candy or even Don, i think my grading sure got 2 As in a week de.
yesterday after work went Metro with Sabiah for girls' shopping again. hahaha.
then after buying the stuff, we went to look at the bags.
i saw 2 that i like la! but i'm so broke please! ):
anyone want to buy for me? ;x
Sabiah bought a bag! i want also!! ): ): ):
thinking of working part time there after school reopen.
their pay is around $10/hour leh! so nice please!
so if they never ask whether i want to work part time by this sat, maybe i will ask myself lor.
replies to tags!
kaiwen: haha. off day stay at home rest nevermind de mah. i no more off day already lor. lol.
shadex: ohh sr! quite surprised you tagged! haha. my attachment where got interesting, so boring la! why yours not interesting?
glitter: lol! i understand your hint! but u know cannot make it too obvious. ;x
sheena: yea lor! when i put the photos also find them outdated. yepyep! we must take more soon! yea lor, alot of customers also scolded us for charging them too expensive la! ):
shuhui: haha. everyone in our cliques are important. ;D lol. sometimes must really be stern to customers de, cannot be too nice. ;x
yours truly ;