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broke up..
we broke up. yesh.. we broke up.. because of stresses of his studies.. insufficient time together.. personalities differences.. i was the one who felt all these for a very long time.. has been trying to tell myself that everything will be okies in the end.. has been trying to hold on.. but somehow i always feel that i'm the only one holding on.. have been so exhausted.. so so exhausted..
a quarrel a few days ago triggered the break up.. because i was unhappy with some stuffs, i didnt talk to him and not like always, he just stood there, unbothered, and even had a "buay song" expression on his face. i couldnt stand it and ran away. once again, he didn't bother to catch up with me and even continuing chatting on phone with whoever he was talking to. i got irritated and frustrated and smsed him for a break up.. and the break up dragged, dragged and dragged till a few days ago, we officially broke up..
he was still pleading not to break up at first but after another quarrel, he did some very guo fen stuffs. really very very guo fen.. sorry. but i dont wish to state them down here.. he sent me a friendster message a few days ago and after i replied, i have no more news about him anymore.. we totally lost contact.. we're not even friends anymore.. how pathetic.. a pair of lovers eventually ended up like total strangers. how pathetic..
i miss him.. i really do.. but.. it's over.. thoroughly over..
i told him i hate him.. but how can you hate someone you love so much.. my heart feels so empty..
after the breakup.. i totally have no mood to do anything.. although promos are like starting from tomorrow? argh. i'm so gonna fail everything, EVERYTHING. life really does sucks.. it really does.
I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
how can expect me to just forget about it.. i guess i'm already used to life with you around..
yours truly ;