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frustrating times.
guess what? i finally have a spare phone! my dad picked up a samsung flip phone which looks like mine but without camera yesterday! i'm like suffering from lack of hp and finally i have one spare phone! weeee~ hmm.. kaes. i guess i've had enough of faking being happy.
loads of stuff have happened recently.. promos results will be coming out on monday, my mum has been constantly asking about my results EVERYDAY when i told her results will only be out on monday, germs is most possibly going overseas to further her studies, loads of CCAs in our school got closed down for some excuses no one believed in and i dont know what to do about my relationship.
i dont know what to do if i fail my promos, i dont know what to do if i pass my promos. if i fail promos, i will most probably go poly. but if i pass, is jc what i really want in the first place? should i really stay on in jc? is this what i really want?
although i didnt really show much emotions about germs going oversea. but actually frankly speaking, deep down.. i feel god damn sad. germs is the only new truthful friend i have made in jc, she is my precious batman, what is jc life without her? jc life already sucks, if she goes oversea, i cant imagine how i will survive the remaining time. germ's departure will not also affect me, but her CG too. marilyn even noticed my watery eyes at a moment, but of course i said it was nothing. yesh, this is my true emotions to germs' departure. i saw how depressed germs was this few days, it hurts me too, i saw her swollen eyes, i feel like crying too. but no matter how much i hope germs wont leave, i know what is important is that she'll be happy and that she'll make the right decision. *so girl, no matter what decision you make, remember i'll always support u kaes? *GIGANTIC huggs*
as for CCAs, although i'm relieved i dont have to undergo the sufferings of library anymore, i'm still frustrated. the school was telling us how important cca is to our testimonials even without the PEARLS last time, now they say cca is point-less. isnt this very contraditing? school was telling us universities will look at our cca, but now they're telling us cca is point-less, isnt this another contraditing point? >.<~ no offence to any teachers or anyone, but can all of u try to understand how we feel? bahh. whatever.
for relationship.. i really dont know what to do.. i really dont know.. ARGH!
yours truly ;