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i hate my family!!
same as germs, i'm feeling freaking fucked up now. so if u dont want to see loads of offensive words and dont want to be taught bad words, u can still press on the cross sign on the top of my blog webbie.
when i was eating lunch with my mum and brother this afternoon. my mum suddenly goes, "u go j2, must study properly ah." when i heard this, my eyes turned big and i looked at her saying, "i'm still considering poly norr." then my mum went, "people is cannot go j2 then go poly, u is can go j2 u dont want, u want go poly." then i told her that jc is not what i want all along, poly is what i want, my interests can be found in poly not jc. then she say now i in jc then can "pei yang" new interests also de. it is like come on norr, what the crap is she saying.
then my god damn brother keep saying me also, he is the one who started the quarrels. he said i changed into a bad girl, last time in sec school i will study alot everyday even till midnight, nowadays i everyday go out, talk on phone and use com, that is the reason my results are very bad now. that is like, come on norr, when the hell did i study very hard last time in sec school, i did exactly the same thing as i'm doing now norr.
then with this, my mum went, "i gave u too much freedom, u everytime go out, dont know make what kind of friends, everytime so late reach home, call u also dont answer, now cos of those friends u want go poly". with this, i started crying. come on norr, she dont have to blame till my friends there de norr. and i want to go poly is not cos of my friends norr. i'm even forced to break up with the guy i love so much cos of this stupid expectation u have of education standard. not only does she have to control my love life, she even have to control my education life. how can she do that to me.
then from then on, no matter how i argue and cry, she refused to listen to me. then my brother went out, i scolded him, "u go out more than me, u drop ur o level subjects till left 5 subjects just so u can go poly, then u also dont put in any effort in ur studies, u have no right to scold me at all!" then my brother said if he can go jc, he will too. that is like bullshit narr. he purposely drop till 5 subjects so that he can go poly, he still bullshit.
from then on, i locked myself in my room till now le. and i cant stop crying. i really dont have a choice to decide my own future.. do i? i simply hate my family!
yours truly ;