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am i over-reacting..?
if this entry happened to piss anyone off, feel free to give me a scolding, i wont mind. cos if i dont type down my feelings, i'll explode soon and i dont know what i will do to myself.
when sometimes u get insecure/overly curious and cant stop ur itchy hands from pressing ur other half's hp, how will u feel when u see an inbox full of messages from one girl/one guy, one girl using flirtatious tone in all messages, saying stuff like " i sick le u never care for me ", " u keep going out never accompany me play maple " and stuff, how will u feel..?
i dont know if i'm over-reacting, i got pissed off. it is not the first time i saw an inbox with messages just from one girl in a flirtatious tone, this is the second time, with 2 different girls respectively, i think..?
although he claims he never see her before, that she is just someone he knew from maple, but so what? i've seen cases, case such as where a person started contacting another guy intensively although she already has a bf. her bf happened to have itchy hands like mine and check out her phone, seeing an inbox full of messages from another girl too. she claims it is just a normal friend, true, they WERE normal friends, but as they get closer and closer, the number of smses increased and increased, calls started and eventually, they met up. and in the end, her bf found himself involved in a triangle relationship.
well, maybe this wont happen to me, but, sorry for being paranoid, i can't help it.
maddie should know i've started playing maple intensively recently, cos i wanted to reach a level i can play with him, i thought he will appreciate it, but not only does 1 girl ask him to play maple with her, another girl pops out too. i m like thinking, it's like, since got so many people playing with him already, not a need for me to play intensively to play with him isnt it. i'm totally unmotivated now, so my character's level is kind of stagnant already. i login maple, i kill 2 monsters, that's it, i find myself doing other stuff although my maple is on. i was kinda thinking about quitting maple. hmm..
how will u feel if u see ur other half chatting with others just not u in games, how will u feel if 2 times u see his inbox full of messages from other girls, how will u feel.. if u're me? BAH, whatever.
yours truly ;