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exhausted..
it was so sudden.
just a sms saying, "come and take your clothes from my house and go vcd shop take back the $30 deposit return me", that's it, the end of a 1 year 3 months+ relationship.
i didn't expected him to suggest it.
well, if that's the way he wants it, then let it be.
i don't like holding on to things i know are not around anymore..
i was supposed to take back my clothes and go take money return home on sunday.
didn't really sleep well on saturday night.
was tossing and turning till don't know what time then fell asleep.
woke up on sunday morning, immediately felt unwell.
smsed him told him i felt tired, he insisted on me going to take clothes and returned him money.
first time i felt that he is very cruel.
complaint to him that he is inconsiderate, he didn't care, said that he wants to settle everything asap.
felt even more unwell cos of this, touched forehead, felt hot, my mum confirmed a fever, next came the feeling of nausea, felt so much like vomitting..
told him i really can't make it anymore,
after long pleading then he said ok..
i know it's not right for me to go out with my ex,
but what about you?
did you understand my tiredness and my stress from itp?
have to wake up at 6.30am everyday, reached school immediately got patients..
always kena old patients who are the most difficult patients..
out of 10 patients i've done, 8 were old please..
when checking the patients, can't even touch my hp..
it's not like i don't want to answer your smses and calls,
i can't.
if i'm caught, immediate demerit points.
checked patients, got some attitude patients, scolded me here and there.
some lecturers very high expectations, kept telling us they are disappointed in our slow speed,
the kind of stress i'm having,
have you ever stand in my shoes?
no..
smsed you during work,
immediately smsed you after work on saturday,
thinking of meeting you,
received no replies for hours..
didn't feel like going home.
just nice he smsed asked whether want to watch movie or not.
he already preparing already, even taking cab down,
what you expect me to do?
anyways..
it's over.
let it be.
it's not like you were affected in anyway.
you still seem so fine,
so totally unaffected by it.
let it be..
-the end-
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this week itp is at westcoast cc optometry centre..
even more tiring..
have to wake up at 5.40am everyday.
was dragging myself awake today..
have to take bus to interchange, take train to clementi, take another bus to the cc, tiring..
wasn't in any mood today.
got a patient who has the ultimate attitude problem.
80 years old, OLD PATIENT YET AGAIN.
came in, kept scolding me and shi min for nothing.
even Mrs Ling also couldn't stand him..
don't understand why i've to go through so many misfortune recently.
life sucks.
totally.
yours truly ;