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love hurts..
i lied on bed at 11+pm yesterday..hoping i will fall asleep before 12am..
but no matter how i tossed and turned, i was still wide awake.
couldn't stand it anymore,
smsed him a long message.
only to get hurting reply that i should be feeling good about this break up,
and that he thinks that i only need a companion not him.
and ultimately, he still sides her, no matter what i said, he still sides her,
no matter how i told him that she is the only obstacle to this relationship,
no matter how i told him if he had let their friendship fade away in the past, i would have trusted him more and we would have been much better,
no matter how much i said,
he still thinks i'm wrong.
all these only make me realised one thing..
she matters alot to him,
it's either he didn't notice it or he just does not want to confess.
i've had a hard time getting through today..
if we're still together..
today will be our 1 year 5 months..
i do not know why till now,
my whole mind and heart is still thinking of getting back together with him.
i do not know why till now,
he is still there,
in my heart.
but i know that there's no point in me thinking of getting back with him anymore..
cos no matter what, that obstacle will always be around,
no matter what, he will still refuse to let their friendship fade away..
so from now on..
i need to start letting him go..
i need to stop thinking about wanting him back..
i need to heal my broken heart..
but i know that no matter what,
he will still own a piece of my heart..
there is so much movies i want to watch..
but there is no one who can accompany me to watch..
i think i will have to forget about watching them..
L change the world..
P.s. I love you..
Sky of love..
10,000 BC..
Ah Long Pte Ltd..
Step Up 2..
hais..
how i wish i can boldly sing this song to him..
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
just know that as you left.. you took a piece of my heart with you..
yours truly ;