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explanation..
friends,
for those who expressed their concerns, thanks alot..
for those who are wondering why i suddenly closed my blog for a night then changed to a new add..
i will explain now..
yesterday i went to work in a bad mood,
cos i was feeling down that after so many days i didn't go school,
today i have to come back to school again..
the first half of my day there was still ok,
although i kept feeling down.
but i didn't express it to the staff in my shop,
i still sounded enthusiastic to them..
then halfway through this customer came in,
asked for soflens daily disposible, then asked me to teach him how to wear,
i don't know why i didn't conduct K on him first to check his eye shape to see whether he fits SLDD or not,
i just went to take the lenses out to place on table first.
before i could tell the customer to come let me check his K,
Kelly immediately turned to Candy and whispered something,
i knew she must be talking about me,
so after doing K,
i found out he can wear SLDD,
then finished teaching him le i asked Candy what Kelly said.
Candy told me Kelly thought i'm not doing K,
then she just told her, "wah, how can she don't check his eyes, then like that just take the lenses out want teach him le".
the moment i heard this,
i was even more upset..
was feeling upset till the end of work..
then while walking to interchange with Candy,
she asked me if i update my blog frequently,
i found it strange why she suddenly asked about my blog..
then when i reached home,
i received a sms from her,
she said that she treat me as a sister then she tells me,
she said that time i went to my blog using the shop's com,
forgot to delete the history..
Pei Sung came across my blog..
then she read some entries..
Pei Sung was unhappy about this particular entry..
you all can scroll down and read..
the one i wrote about her telling me the Thomson manager very strange but i still find him ok de..
she said next time she cannot anyhow say things in front of me,
cos i will blog everything out..
but i'm wondering..
is that entry really that bad to her reputation..
not like Cap Op people will know about my blog..
i already closed it off from search engines..
Candy then told me Pei Sung told Kelly and Don about it..
i don't know if they got tell Mr Edward or not la..
but Kelly told Candy about it when i went toilet yesterday..
i immediately realized that Pei Sung today off..
she might have spent her day using com and read my past archives..
especially bad stuff about Kelly..
then she may tell Kelly and Don about those entries today..
after i realized this..
i don't feel like working there anymore..
it's like..
how to work there if everyone knows everything and stare at me whenever i work?
or even come scold me directly..
i told Candy i don't feel like working there anymore..
Candy told me not to think so much,
she said i have the right to blog what i want,
it is my diary anyway,
she said is they themselves come intrude my privacy,
then she told me to continue working and don't care about them..
but how am i supposed to do so..
i'm a human..
i've feelings..
if they stare at me or scold me,
how can i be numb to it..
i made a decision..
decided to work there for a few more days..
at least till 1st june,
the schedule Edward planned for me till now..
cos i cannot like that just quit when he planned the schedule for me already..
i must be responsible..
and i work this few more days see the way they treat me,
then i will know whether Pei Sung got read my other entries or not le..
i feel so bad..
cos Edward already printed out the new part-time staff timesheets and written my name on most of them already..
i won't feel good either staying on or quitting..
what should i do......
i really did enjoyed working there....
till yesterday.
i'm feeling very down now..
can i receive some consolation..
yours truly ;