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very nice, ok, lets start it,
i was only meaning to type how i felt,
but since there are responses to what i typed,
i shall respond back,
lets lay everything right out.
and i'm not holding back at all.
first of all,
sheena, so what makes u stop talking to me in the first place?
i know it is not cos of some friends issue you were upset over,
it should be some issue with me.
"You bossiness scares everyone away. You're always right, the ideas you gave are always perfect. You're competitive and diedie want to be a perfectionist when you know you're not one. You refuse to hear what others have to say, and when you do, instead of encouraging, you gave negative feedbacks. You claimed you did some extra things for the group, but extra doesnt always equates to helpful"
got this from her blog,
is it cos of this reason then u stopped talking to me?
if it is, what did i do to make u or maybe everyone in the clique think that im bossy, competitive, diedie want to be a perfectionist when i know i'm not one, refuse to hear what others have to say, and when i do, i gave negative feedbacks and the extra things i did for all of you were useless?
explain please.
i know i'm a bad tempered person,
and i seldom do hold back my temper,
saying some very wrong stuff,
making all of you upset,
i know i'm such person.
did i really make all of you upset until like that?
if i did, it will be really nice if any of you can just approach me directly and tell me everything bad about me,
i will definitely listen,
i will rather any of you tell me about it,
than i have to know it through her.
second,
shi han, want me to name out what you did?
gladly! (:
"What experience do you have with me?! I seriously cant remember. It's okay to tell the rest how "fake" i am in your blog entry, if you even have things to write about. I bet you dont, that's why you cant even post anything about me the previous time."
LOL! YOU'RE WRONG, I'VE ALOT OF THINGS ABOUT U TO POST ABOUT. it's just that i didnt want to start a war that is why i didnt mention those things. but since u started it, i will gladly respond. omg, u lost ur bet! LOL!
NUMBER 1 : remember our last clinic at SPOC? u approached me in my room to tell me choose some patients. i don't mind it at all, cos i have no patient at that point, and if there are alot of patients, of cos i won't mind taking one. at first i chose the aftercare patient, in the end cos pin jing need this quota, i didnt mind giving her the patient. but after that, you pushed to me another patient telling me to check that patient. at that point of time, i thought, i really thought u have a next patient, and you are just helping the counter distribute patient. cos i already had much more than enough patient, i voiced out that i already had enough patient. u answered that u have too, that is when i realized u had no next patient. then when both of us were standing there, thinking of what to do, u didn't even bother to ask me if i'm willing to take the patient, u know what u just did? u just pushed the GE form to me and said, "iya, u check the patient la" then u just WALKED AWAY, not giving me a chance to say anything. and everyone, u know what happened? i went to check the patient list for the day and guess what i see? this patient is UR PATIENT shihan, u pushed ur patient to me just cos u didnt want to check anymore patient, just cos u have had enough patient. HEY, MIND U, i've had enough patient too, what makes u think u have the right to push ur patient to me just cos u dont want to check anymore patient? and everyone, u know what? cos the patient came really late, and cos of her selfishness, i was one of the latest to leave clinic, and cos u push ur patient to me, u were one of the EARLIEST to leave clinic. u know if u have told me nicely at that time, instead of just pushing UR PATIENT to me and walked off like that, i might have just taken the patient.
NUMBER 2: i know i don't deserve to go Bangkok, i know i could go in the end cos someone decided not to go then i was allowed to go. i already felt very bad about it and even asked Mr Sim about it. and thanks for adding oil to the fire. everyone, know what shihan did? she went to clinic one day, and she actually asked cheryl, "cheryl! why u dont want to go Bangkok? cos u don't want to go, now ruohan can go u know!" LOL. shihan, i know u hate me, thanks for saying that, appreciated.
u want to know why i will say that u're fake through this 2 examples? cos u can say bad things about me behind my back, pushing ur patient to me thinking that im so nice to be bullied and thought i wont mind cos u still act like u're a very nice person, and that u didnt dislike me when u did since i dont know when. to think that i used to thought u're a very nice person! omg, i was definitely cheated by ur fakeness.
"To me, you're just one self-centred person who only thinks about you, yourself maybe your hair your looks aiya basically everything that's stuck to your body. When others refuse to talk or acknowlege you, you feel they're being mean." "She thinks her friends are all dumb and are blinded by my actions."
LOL!!!!! i cant help but burst out laughing when i read this! it's so very hilarious. i'm just a self-centred person who only thinks about me myself my hair my looks and basically everything that's stuck on my body? LOL! and from this "Okay weird, i'm not even close to you and seldom even talk to you. In other words, you DON'T even know me well enough how do you know im fake? " , yea since u mention that we're not close until i know u well enough, how do u know im self-centred and i only care about me myself MY HAIR MY LOOKS ( LOL, KEEP LAUGHING AT THIS PLEASE) and basically EVERYTHING THAT IS STUCK ON MY BODY ( LOL, for ur information, nothing is stuck on my body, my hair and my appearance are PARTS of my body, not STUCK on my body. LOLLOLLOLLOL! )
i didnt think that they are mean not to talk to me, not to gossip with me, not to share secrets and laugh with me. i didnt think they are mean at all, all i thought and am thinking is that they just get closer to u, and drift away from me, I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT THEY'RE MEAN, please mind ur words. and i never once thought they are dumb, ohh please, they are all smart and clever people, whom i have been proud to know for the past few years. did u sub-consciously typed out what u were thinking instead? (:
"While others are happily conversing without your presence, you feel you're left out and they're talking bad about you."
LOL! true, i felt that im left out, and so shihan, what makes u think i feel that they are talking bad about me? I NEVER ONCE THOUGHT SO, YET AGAIN. omg, u're very good at assuming things girl. (:
"You're always blogging about how people are mistreating you. How sad & lonesome you are. How much tears you shed. Gosh. Stop it ! Besides gaining sympathy what other skills do you actually have ! You dont earn friends from sympathy. And if you do, that's very sad ruohan, i pity you."
"Because only your dear, acbudd, fatcat and i dont know who (less than 5) answer your question. (which defeats the purpose of asking, cos they claim they love you so much)."
i didnt make friends by gaining sympathy in blogging those stuff girl, i already have friends in the first place. so i dont need a single bit of pity from u, and if i ever do need any pity from anyone, u will not even be the last person i want pity from. LOL.
ohh and for ur info, they are not the only ones who answer "whatever question u think im talking about", who says everyone need to tag in my blog in order to answer? for ur info again, ALOT MORE PEOPLE ANSWERED in like other places. assumption yet again! LOL.
"And btw, who else besides xueting can you hear my gossips from? OKay la, maybe her side kicks shimin + boonchoon."
LOL! i didnt hear those gossips from them girl, there are ALOT MORE OTHER PEOPLE WHO KNOW THE TRUE PERSON U'RE.
want to know what xueting shimin and boonchoon said about u? they said ALOT OF NICE THINGS ABOUT U INSTEAD. shame on u shihan.
"If you're smart enough, you should have realised they are the factory rejects from the clique. I'm not being mean, but they indeed are. We dont need friends who're proud and have to repeatedly remind classmates that she owns a second hand suzuki car even during business presentation. We dont need slow friends who have no sense of urgency and still have the cheek to let a whole group of us wait. We also dont need friends who tries superbly hard to fit into the group and always want to be neutral even though she knows she somehow isnt too neutral. She just doesnt want others to hate her. (The latter is obviously a hypocrite)"
LOL! so what if they are ur so called factory rejects? does it have anything to do with u thinking that they are the one gossiping about u? i see no link here girl. (: and so what if they're again? i can be friends with them what. LOL! no link no link.
LOL. she never once brag that she has a car, she only mentioned about her car as an example during the presentation. more evidence on when she brag about her car?
and so u're telling me slow friends are not needed by people? omg! so u're such a person! u can't accept people who are slower than others! how nice of u shihan! more evidence of why u cant accept slow people : "We dont disappear, just walked away slowly. that shows how slow you ppl are!"ohh wow! there u see, u cant accept people who are slower than others!
ohh, and evidence of why she isn't that neutral? (: who wants people to hate them? do u? (: so u mean u're one hypocrite too!? WOW.
and i see no link AGAIN as in why u pull innocent people into this. mind ur words and stay on topic girl, u're running way out of the topic.
and ohh yea, so what if i'm a crybaby? i'm not ashamed to be one. (: i cried over things worth crying over, not that i'm crying over nothing, that will be insane. and lol! you comment so much on that i'm a crybaby for what? i'm a crybaby ur business is it? i'm a crybaby got disrupt ur life is it? K-PO!
so any reply shihan? (:
to ws: i'm not being a coward, i wanted to voice everything out previously, i didn't cos xueting told me not to make war but peace, and i thought she was right. and i've very solid examples. (:
to sheena: i'm one fierce woman too. (:
yours truly ;