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friendless..

HELLO!

yesterday while i was trying to fall asleep on bed,
i was thinking through alot of things.
like what i told laogong,
i realized that i do not have much friends.
my primary and secondary school friends pretty much all drifted away from me already,
and they only find me when they need my help.

as for my poly clique,
i don't think i'm even in the clique anymore.
ok, i'm physically still with the clique,
but mentally and emotionally,
i'm not anymore.
one just completely stopped talking to me,
two are always very close with each other, i can never get into their world,
other two have their own things to be busy with,
and all of them are now closer to others instead of me.

i had a best friend in school,
but she left school to pursue other area of studies she has more interest in,
ever since that,
she has been occupied with someone important and her studies.

since then,
i have been trying to search for a one true best friend.
but i've never managed to find one.
so i given up and choose to find just true friends instead.
but till now,
i don't know whether i had find any,
cos sometimes it seems like so close yet so far.
i'm just a person who suddenly pops out of nowhere,
so how am i supposed to become someone's true friend?

many thoughts,
but i think i will rather keep the remaining to myself,
cos i can't afford to lose anymore friends,
i can't afford to,
cos i will break down.

going bangkok for school's trip on the 20th-22nd,
i'm not actually very looking forward to it,
cos of alot of stuff..
but don't worry,
i will still keep myself happy in order not to affect people's mood.
anyone can lend me camera for the trip?
i want take photos.

ruohan is a strong person,
right..?

tags will be replied in tagboard again,
see,
i don't even have people tagging anymore..

yours truly ;

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